devoured along with Danny and I Bibi listless my breakfast. The scratchy throat was now unbearable, and I cleared my throat constantly, interrupted only by periodic attacks of sneezing, which fell on me.
The nose was running and I was just miserable. Danny was enjoying himself royally on my olfactory organ and compared it with an old car horn, so swollen it was.
"You look not good, Bella," Bibi said anxiously.
"Oh, that's so. I just need to drink much hot tea and keep me warm, "I soothed her.
"Mum, when we go shopping now?" Me my son asked impatiently. He
loved to go to the supermarket, the abundance of colorful packages fascinated him again and he had a lot of fun here, to help me with the selection of food.
"Right my dear, I only drink my coffee and then we go," I answered.
Later, we were packed up under the nose tip in warm clothes, we went to the store. Bibi, thank God lent me her old Ford, so I did not complete the purchases of Seattle tow.
I parked the old but very reliable car in the parking lot of the shopping center and took me along with Danny a big shopping cart.
He got into it and let the carriage drawn by me through the long, narrow corridors. Gradually, the car filled with the needed food and Danny built tower from the cans of peaches, which I needed for my cake. Bake was one of the things I particularly liked and like Danny was always there with great zeal.
He nibbled on cake mix and scratch the empty bowls. It had been a while since I did one and today I wanted to make up for this omission.
Although I really felt miserable with every passing second, I had to persevere. Danny was so happy on our day together and I wanted to disappoint him at any price. He had in his young life deprived of so much, which of course for other children his age did.
course, I did not escape his longing glances as we walked past the toy department, but he did not make a sound, to make me not sad. He was such a little tot far too sensible and sometimes I wished that he, like other boys yelled just threw on the floor and rage because he did not get what he wanted.
I threw another giant pack of jelly babies in the car, even though they were terribly expensive. But today I wanted to give him a special day and this included sweets.
"Mum, can you drive the car faster?" his delicate little voice asked me.
thought I smiled and fixed the rod and hit the gas. We rushed through the halls, laughing and ignored the accusing looks of other customers. He squealed with delight and I left out was lurching to a halt after a few meters.
I was still laughing, but my throat was burning painful. Oh, there was a fat flu on its way!
something I could use did not now. I was on the tips of the Service as instructed as to the regular salary payments from Lou and Jasper. If this money were missing for even a short time, my budget would be even closer than it already was.
I coughed violently and Danny looked at me shocked. He knew me sick at all, because I had a flu or other ailments always gone out of the way successfully.
"Are not you all right, Mummy?" He asked anxiously.
I had to smile. Now I was back Mummy!
"Do not worry, my darling! I only have a cold. It is not what you had to make you worry. "
Calms he eyed the signs hung from the ceiling, which anprießen the latest offers. The queue at the checkout visibly depleted and we were able to pay relatively quickly. Quickly, the purchases stowed in the trunk and we were on our way home.
I just stirred the batter for the cake when the doorbell rang at the door. I ran to the door, peered warily through the peephole and was relieved that this was Rose.
I opened the door and an exuberant Rosalie my arms around his neck.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you Bella! I'll never forget, "she cried enthusiastically.
"What are you talking about?" I asked her, though I knew exactly what she meant.
Emmet was probably from the rapid force and had been reported to her.
She looked at me reproachfully and nudged my shoulder.
"You know what I'm talking, Isabella Marie Swan. You washed Emmet Cullen's head and gave him my number. First I wanted to lynch you, but then I thought. Fuck it! The guy is hot and I want him. "
Grinning I made a servant.
"At your service Ma 'am!", Grinned and I had to sneeze promptly.
followed a nasty cough and Rose looked at me sympathetically.
"That sounds pretty bad to. You can tell from the happiness that you do not have to work this weekend. But if this cold is not gone until Monday, then you must see a doctor. So you can not possibly in service work. Otherwise you distribute your germs all over Seattle. "
Rose brought it again to the point.
"I know," I sighed, "I can make it a failure just as good as a pimple on the chin. It is financially anyway so scarce. This throws me back quite a bit. "
After returning from the supermarket, I emptied our mailbox and gave a bunch of bills in his hand. Health insurance was due again, and its contribution to my life insurance. I put a lot of value that they have been paid on time as possible, so it was not unpleasant to overlap.
Imagine the if me or what happened to Danny and the cash or the insurance did not pay because the bill a few days begzahlt was too late. It would not be the first case in this direction and with my luck it would happen to me too.
remained after deducting other fixed costs of living and me and Danny just $ 150 left over for luxuries.
Say cinema, ice cream or clothes, because I did not expect these acquisitions to the normal expenditure.
Sometimes I was so sorry to have to count every penny twice and Danny to disappoint again, but I could not do more than work and that I was doing well enough already.
"Are you still with in the kitchen? Danny and I baked peach pie. "
" I do not say no, "she grinned, pleased.
Danny Rose was greeted by stormy, and soon the kitchen was dusted all over with flour and powdered sugar. The cake baked happily to himself, and then we made ourselves in the living room and took dinner with us. Later we enjoyed a piece of our cake, along with a cup of hot chocolate that ran me down gently soothe the throat and scratching in a pleasant way.
I looked like after our return home a headache tablet and throat lozenges, drank gallons of Tea and I was already much better. At least I hoped it until Monday to be back on track. In a pinch I would Lou do the office work, when he left me.
"Mum, can you make me a cocoa," Danny said with sincerity eyelashes.
I grinned. Sometimes he used his child's charm as a weapon and I simply could not refuse him anything.
"OK, but then concluded understood!"
He nodded happily and snuggled up to become drowsy Rose. This was evident for several hours here and was immediately stayed for dinner. We watched together the latest Spongebob episodes and laughed to the jokes, although we the voice of the yellow Fernsegschwamms animal was on the mind.
After the final seconds of the credits had died away, I took Danny to his arm. It was about to reach eight and it was time for him to go to bed.
"Oh Mum, I can not stay up a bit. Only a few minutes? "He begged.
"Danny you know you wake up early every morning, no matter when you went to bed. Then only the whole day going to be fussy because you have too little sleep. You'll often see Rose still enough, I promise! "I said softly, stroking his soft hair.
The short curls slid easily through my fingers and I gave him a tender kiss on the temple. He leaned very close to me automatically and threw her arms around my neck.
With him on the arm I got up and took him in his crib. He still looked so small when he sank in it. With just was almost five years, is still my baby and my heart almost burst with love for him.
No matter how much it shocked me then to be made pregnant and me alone, I regretted my decision to keep him, not a second of my life. He was the meaning of my life and I would do anything, really everything, do it to him with me.
I sat next to him on the Bed. Today I went to him, not exceptional, because I was afraid of infecting him with my cold.
We talked together the night prayer and he snuggled into his pillow.
"Mum," he whispered sleepily, "Pete asked me where my Daddy is. Can you tell me? "
unhappy I looked at my son's face was like that so my very the.
"Oh Danny, you know, your dad is the time left before he learned that you're out. I do not live where he lives now. "
I had never told Danny that Jake had just fled, even his father Billy Black did not know where he was staying. Forks and in contact with the people there, then I broke down completely, it was the best way, although I had Billy against a guilty conscience. He would certainly have liked to have had contact with his grandchildren.
But I did not have the force me my past and thus make even my father. Whether he was just as adamant now as then?
"Do you mean," he peppered me on, "if he knew of me, he would love me?" My heart broke
.
"Of course, Danny," I lied, without hesitation, "how could you not love you."
I would never tell him that Jake was almost freaked out when I refused to abort.
Danny was the first satisfied with my answer and closed his eyes. I stroked his head for a while and then left his room on tiptoe.
Rose sat now up on the couch and looked at me.
"Is what?" She asked.
I sighed heavily and left me next to her fall on the sofa.
"Danny asks about his father. I knew that coming at some point, but it's still hard to him serve up a fairly credible story. I can not say it bad, that his Father is a miserable bastard, who before the press responsibility, "I talked myself into a rage.
Rose nodded and quickly changed the subject.
"Listen. Bells! Dun know, that I work off and on for a catering company that specializes in receptions and social events. On Wednesday evening is again such an event and we still need someone to support us in the service. You'd be perfect for this because they hire only women who are pretty. Although quite sexist, but they pay well. "
I thought for a moment. The money I could actually really use. Danny wanted a Christmas Keyboard and I saved for months on it. A small injection of funds would bring me closer to my goal.
"Well, if I'm fit again by then, I would like to take the job."
"Super Bells, I'll let you know when and where. I'll have to clear only with Mr. Gibson. This is the boss of the shop, "she added explanatory. "Do you drink something, Rose?"
you shook his head.
"No, thank you. I do now sometimes on the road. You see that is not good. You should take a hot bath and grab you go to bed. Tomorrow, are you then determined better. "
I grimaced. I hated swimming, and usually only used the shower, but Rose was right. A hot bath would do me good and I relax.
The sore throat could indeed after, and my nose is not lit up more like a fire alarm, but I was far from over.
After Rosalie's farewell I let her the bath water, and poured a fragrant bath additive. Immediately spread the scent of vanilla in the bathroom and the warm, moist air did my neck well.
After I checked again Danny's sleep, I took my phone and put it on the table beside the tub. I did not want Danny woke up, if Alice or Bibi phoned again.
Naked I rose in the water and enjoyed the relaxing feeling when my tight muscles relaxed.
My eyes closed and I thought I let my thoughts, which promptly landed again with Edward Cullen.
Annoyed, I remembered his words. He was right of course. I behaved no better than him, but I was not the one that started the game.
Nevertheless it fueled me to make him mad, though I had not the slightest intention of letting him go all out.
The memory of his kisses made me create and I hoped fervently that the sudden heat that I was seized by the fever came, and not because I was naked in the bath, thinking of Anne Edward Cullen. My cell phone rang
and I grabbed it without looking at the display.
"Hello!"
"Good evening, dear!" Breathed his entire voice into my phone.
Abruptly I sat up and the water spilled over the edge.
"Where did you get my number?" I asked applied.
The question I could actually save me and I had to lead this week a serious conversation with Bibi. From woman to woman!
He laughed dark and I were the weak links. I sank back into the warm water and pressed the phone close to my ear.
I should hang up, I thought, but I did not like.
"Why do you call me?" I asked in a husky voice.
My heart jumped too excited in my breast, because he called me and I seriously wondered whether it was already too late, when I fought against the feelings that began sprout in me.
"I had a longing, love," he whispered, "I could not forget our little interlude simple. Now I'm lying on my bed and think of you constantly. "
His confession was not help to reduce the heat inside me. Again, I was moving jerkily and the water in the tub hit small waves.
"sits Say, are now in the bathtub?" He asked in a hoarse voice.
"Yes", I just breathed.
embarrassment spread through me, I just admitted to being naked and helpless at that moment.
"Damn it Bella, I wish I was with you now," he moaned.
leg up, I reminded myself.
"What would you do then?" I replied instead, unable to end this conversation before it was too late.
I knew where it would cause and because he was not personally present, I would not even inhibitions, my desire for him to live out that way.
"I would continue where we left off in the club," he whispered in my ear, "Do you know that you are the sweetest breasts ever have. Small and firm, your meat so tender and soft. And your nipples first, "he enthused in an excited voice," they taste like little raspberries. So cute, Bella, so sweet ... seized. "
a delicate tension me.
"I want you to pass them to me, dear. Petting yourself, because I can not do it unfortunately. "
excitement shot like lightning between my legs and I actually grabbed my breasts, as he told me.
The fingertips glided over the erect head and I groaned.
"Exactly, baby. Groan for me, dear. "
I did not know what was happening. Full of joy I massaged my chest, her head thrown back, the phone still pressed to his ear and listened to the soft moans Edwards, as this clearly was that I actually follow his instructions provided.
"Make the speakers, and stroke it with both hands up, Bella!" he ordered dominant.
disagree I did not mind, I was so hot now. The people were right. Sex really turned out the Brain.
I did what he wanted and now attacked on both breasts, stroked, lifted the water from the slippery hill and imagined that he did.
I heard a zipper that was raised.
"What are you doing?" I asked boldly.
He laughed.
"I'm doing on my trousers, my dear!"
"Will you touch you now, as I do," I whispered boldly.
"Oh shit!" he exclaimed.
My words probably made him incredibly sharp and I enjoyed my power over him.
"Put your hand between your legs," he said with difficulty controlled. He was about to disengagement.
relish I pushed my finger into the soft folds and moaned uncontrollably.
"How does that feel, Bella? Tell me, "he gasped," what you're doing! "
" I stroke ... I ... I ... I ... it ... it feels ... well to, "I brought out and moved while continuing my fingers rhythmically on the silky skin back and forth.
"Control before you, I would do with you. Imagine if I would lick you, baby! Do you feel my tongue? "
" Oh God, I cried.
"Dear, I wish you were with me now. Damn, my hand feels not half so good as yours would do it. "
I circled my clit with the tip of the finger, while he is at the other end of the line even touched it. The tension built up more and more and I rode the devil.
"Would you want you I'll take you up in your mouth?" I asked him shamelessly.
So I never had me still dazed. I did not know times, that I feel I ever was in a position now and I satisfied myself in the bathtub while his moans I ever drove towards the orgasm.
"Yes, Bella! I want to feel your mouth all over. I long so for you, baby. Sliding the finger on you. I want you to feel your heat, your corner. I can only think about how it was, it you get to the restaurant with my fingers. As much as I would immerse myself now with a deep impact on you. "
I put her feet on the rim and pressed two fingers into me. His moans and groans made me mad and I was getting faster.
Water spilled dangerous, and I did not take long until I took an incredible orgasm.
He was probably at that moment I listened and exhausted my raging breath. His voice brought me back to reality and infinite embarrassment spread through me.
"That was better than any real sex, I had been in my life," he confessed of breath, and my embarrassment grew still.
I was determined as red as a tomato and just wanted sunk in the ground.
back his laughter, but this time it sounded strangely tender.
"I bet you're sitting in the tub, are totally embarrassed and wonder how the could this happen? "he said with unmistakable grin in his voice.
now crept over to my house, a small smile on his lips.
"Something like," I agreed reluctantly.
"Dear, you need not be ashamed. It was wonderful! Have you even an approximate idea of how it would be with us when you would finally allow me to love you. We were so good together. "
I was totally confused and not quite me. But one thing I did!
Edward Cullen was the man I desired more than anything else in my life. I would explode if I live out this quickly could and made the most difficult decision a long time.
"It would certainly be an incredible experience," I said cautiously.
He sucked his breath hissing one.
"You mean you really want to sleep with me?"
"Yes," I answered simply.
Now that I admitted him to do, it was suddenly very easy to give in to him. It felt not like a defeat!
Why should I fool myself and him still a little longer. I felt things I had thought long buried and now I awoke to new life. Everything was clearer, brighter and more alive when I'm at it was. I was alive again!
Bibi was right when she told me he was doing well on his way. I wanted to close the no longer and enjoy the time I have with it would. So short it would be. It would do so or so hurt that I slept with him now or not.
"Listen, Bella. I need a few days on business to New York until Thursday and will be back in town. I want to see you when I get back. "
" Okay, "I whispered simply.
He did not seem to take you to that just so I agreed and dismissed my defense.
"Who are you and what have you do to Bella? "he asked, half incredulous and half amused.
Before I could answer, shook me by my cough and it took me a while until I was again able to speak.
"You're sick!" Said he firmly reproachfully.
"You're a bright guy, Cullen," I just said.
"I think it would be better, I put on now and let you get out of the tub. The water must be cold now and I even have the urge to smoke one. "
" The cigarette afterwards, "I went to him," and I thought you were above such mundane, human needs sublime. "
He chuckled in amusement.
"I am not infallible, Bella."
"But you think you're pretty close to it," I said.
It felt good just to joke with him that made him somehow more human.
"Yeah, you say it. I wish you a good night, dear. I register for Thursday. "
" Good night, "I answered and pushed off the conversation.
Thoughtful I plowed through with my hand still warm surface water and enjoyed the warm glow in my body.
Thursday I would see again Edward Cullen and then there was no stopping us.
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