While Edward back in the club disappeared, I stayed a while outside and breathed the fresh night air. It was cold and my breath was visible in small clouds.
The chill, which is stopped shortly afterwards, reminded me that I was only in a thin, very tight dress.
Although I was far from ready for it, I went back into the road. A crowd of thirsty guests waited in there for me and I was not alone as long as Alice . Let At least I was here to work and not to solve my personal problems. I quickly scurried
still in the lounges and sipped the hot tea, juice and coffee in addition, there was ready for all employees.
gradually warmed me, the hot drink and drove the bitter cold from my members. Well rested and in better shape, I returned to the interior of the club and checked my tables.
All guests were all satisfied and the glasses still full. I was still continued my rounds, trying desperately not to look for Edward lookout.
was the only part I, for my Eyes strayed again to the table where he sat. This was now empty, but cigarette packs and lighters, and a "Reserved" card made it clear that this table was still occupied.
Where was he now? Again this Tracey?
I remembered our first encounter. At that time he had also included this woman and she acted more than outrageous. What he found was in such a rude person? Sure, she was very pretty, but she had the IQ of a pinhead and otherwise it was not very pleasant. It appears to have other talents when she constantly Edward dragged along.
I had to admit to me, that the kiss of the Two hurt me endlessly. That it hurt so, even though it was happened between us nothing, confirmed me in my efforts to resist it.
What would cause in me when I actually took in him and fell in love with him?
It would be an absolute disaster for my peace of mind and would throw me for a long time off the track.
"Hi Bella!" Said a deep voice.
I turned suddenly and stood against Emmett Cullen.
"What do you want?" I snapped at the poor guy.
But then I called in my memory, as he jumped the other way with Rose had disappeared and my compassion.
"I just wanted to say hello," he smiled.
"Now that you have done so now. Why do not you go back to your stupid brother and his company and let me do my work in peace. "
" Which company? "He asked, puzzled me," Edward is alone here. I've only met him here by chance! "
" He is here with this Tracey, "I said, full of certainty," and she kissed him. "
He sighed and ran his hand through his already tousled wild curls.
"Oh man, I 'll surely regret the day that I tell you the truth, but this time Edward is innocent. He has come alone and that Tracey is with me and Mike here. She is now working with him. "
" And the kiss? "I asked skeptically.
He shrugged his shoulders.
"When she kissed him, then I would not be overestimated. Tracey kisses everybody! "The
struck like a bomb! He told me the truth but smooth and I did him wrong. But it was too late to worry about it too.
His last words came back to me in memory. He would now roll out the heavy guns to me to war and not leave out what brought him closer to his goal.
"It is actually also quite immaterial whether he has that girlfriend Tracey to"
Emmett laughed uproariously.
"Edward has no friends. He has only his bed Hupfer, as he calls it forever. Believe me Bella, it is a pleasure to see how he ausbeißt on you teeth. I love my brother very much, but his treatment of women is despicable. He breaks them without hesitation, the heart and it interests him not a bit. "
shocked I looked at him.
Does "that he enjoys it, the women with whom he makes to to hurt. "
Emmett was suddenly serious.
"No, he would have to be so engaged with the ladies. But even this he is too good. Frankly, I'm quite confused about his current behavior. It is unusual for him to hang on to so to a single woman. You must have impressed him hard, because if he does not get in a can, it gives him the next album. They are the first to captivate the attention more than a few hours. "
His words made my stupid heart beat faster now, the butterflies took her dancing in my stomach again covered in red and tender my pale cheeks.
I am not should be as happy about it, I'm ashamed, but I could not restrain the quiet pride that I was not indifferent to him.
"This is only a phase. I am true stole the first one to stand up and offers him like nothing can. Soon it will be the well bore and I'm history. "
" I hope for you, Bella. As I said, he is my brother and I love him, but I'm not blind to his weaknesses of character and who is not insignificant. "
He calmly looked at me and brought me back his truthful words on the floor. He had, of course absolutely right. Edward Cullen's morale was difficult to be desired and I would not change it safely. His brother was there totally different, but one thing I really wanted to know.
"Why have you thrown the number of my friend Rose in the trash?"
He swallowed embarrassed.
"That did you see?"
"Worse," I said sternly, "Rose has seen it myself and it has hurt her incredible. Why did you do that? "
His mouth was hard.
"I do not believe women who submit to such a shamelessly to the neck. She was too eager and I do not want a woman who is passed from one to the next. "
Woah, that was once a thick impudence! This Cullen-Pack was arrogant, to not work anymore.
"I think it beeps at you well! You know Rose did not, because this would be the case, you would know what nonsense are you talking about! "
With one hand he rubbed his neck, undecided about what he should answer me now.
"Listen to Emmett, I tell you something about Rose. It is sometimes very direct and it is often interpreted as insolence. She wears her heart now sometimes on the tongue and speak not around the bush. It is an honor for you that Rose has given you her number because she usually never does. Believe me when I tell you that Rose is not men raises to the neck. She flirts like to, but that's about it, too. "
uncertainty he looked at me.
"You mean it is actually what about me?"
"I can not answer you with certainty. You have given her so no chance of forming an opinion about them. But these errors can be easily fixed. "
I tore a leaf from my block and noted Roses number on it. With a conspiratorial smile, I handed him the note and he him disappear into his pants pocket.
"Thanks, Bella! I really did not come across as arrogant. But I already have a lot of bad experiences made in relation to women. In most cases, they see only the name and the money. I am very often do not care. "
" Rose is not a lot of money. Of course, would be a bit more of that great, but not at any price. Give her a chance! You will not regret it, because Rose is one of the most lovable people I know. "
So I turned to the counter, accepted the finished mixed cocktails and went back to work.
the next half hour flew by. It seemed as whether all the guests simultaneously emptied their glasses, and I came up with after serving barely.
When it was quiet a bit, I allowed myself a brief moment to breathe and promptly discovered by Edward, who sat back in his place and was watching me.
followed with sparkling eyes, his look of each line of my body and I felt as if he would undress me with his eyes. The devilish grin to his lips, confirmed my suspicion, and he licked his lips seductively.
After Emmett's confession, I found myself in a strange state between a guilty conscience and embarrassment, because I was wrong for once had done.
But now, when I saw how he performed again, this feeling disappeared abruptly. This stupid redneck!
He sat there in his leather chair, leaning back and the women around him accused him of repeatedly unique looks. He registered it kindly, is more aware than his charisma, but ignored the women, visible to their disappointment.
When he realized I was looking at him, he made a move to get up and come to me. He rose, elegant, but a glance in my direction, let him stop.
With narrow eyes and compressed lips, I looked at him. If looks could kill, would be He probably fell over!
He sat back and grinned shamelessly. Without remorse for his earlier behavior, he threw me a kiss through the air.
evil I turned me away and worked on. The quiet phase was over and I meandered through the crowd sent me to bring guests to order drinks. The whole time I felt watching me and he actually followed me all the time with his eyes.
His brooding gaze burned into my body and continuously flashed the my to him, without that I could prevent it.
We had a quiet conversation, which turned out to be just as heated as in words.
He stayed until the early morning and did not move from the spot. At some point, Emmett came up with this Tracey and Mike at his table and made him company.
Mike's new playmate, always trying to start a conversation with Edward, while she screwed around on Mike. He was drunk too much to notice that his new girlfriend is ranschmiss to her ex.
It was just ignored, like the rest of the female crowd, who wanted to bewitch him.
It gave me a feeling of satisfaction because he really was so intent on me, that he gave no other more attention. At the same time it has been a warning. He would not really give up and I had a huge protective armor , Down so I could face up to its seduction attempts.
Even this eye contact tonight was enough to make me become weak. What would happen if he made his threat, and used other means.
After two hours of the club is empty and I wiped off the only nor the last tables. I thoughtfully chews on my lower lip and go for my thoughts, as the most beautiful voice in the world appealed to me.
"You look really tempting if you so rumknabberst on your lip. It makes you want more! "
Startled, I dropped the rag and I shot around.
As he stood.
Although it was early, he looked flawless as ever. He seemed not at all exhausted after the long night of cigarette smoke and the heat seemed to be able to harm him nothing.
Probably he even smelled like a goddamn bunch of roses!
"What do you want here! I've expressed it clearly. You are indifferent to me and I want nothing from you, "I lied.
He laughed amused and supple crept up to me. He really was a predator!
elegant So, ready to pounce and devour me in a position with skin and hair.
"I just wanted to pick up your apology. Finally, you were not very nice to me and it would be only fair if you apologizing for your hasty assumption. "
Pah, he could wait until he was black.
"image you just not have one! Just because you once said the truth, that's still not up to Mother Teresa. You've already made so much crap in the short time that we know, that's enough for a lifetime. Take it as compensation for your impertinence, live with it and finally go your way. "
His luxury body was now in front of me and I slammed to retreat in the attempt, behind the knees to the table to me.
I could see some of his flawless chest, because the first black silk buttons of his shirt were open. Black seemed to be his favorite color. I rarely saw him in something else.
How the hell, shot through my head! His devilish grin
reinforced this impression, and I feared for my soul.
Again, the tingling became apparent in my stomach and I was almost sick with joy when he laid his hand on my racing heart.
"Your heart," he said hoarsely, "It is racing."
The hand closed around my breast, clasped it firmly and I moved stupid turkey do not tell me from the spot.
Instead, I enjoyed his touch and waited eagerly to the fact that he grabbed me tighter. He met me at once that unspoken desire and a pleasurable moan shook my body. He took his other hand to the other breast and gave the same treatment.
Say something stupid, I silently prayed. He pulled me back quite a spell and only his impudent flap was able to save it now. I had to urgently be mad at him, otherwise I would never make it to resist him.
him I was already so deaf that I was no longer master of my actions?
"You feel so good about Bella," he whispered in a deep voice.
He was excited, I felt exactly. Strangely, it did not frighten me and the massage on my chest was heavy. He pulled the neckline of the dress down and just looked at my bare chest.
With a groan he lowered his lips to my excited and pulled her head hard into his mouth.
Covered with each vacuuming, the muscles between my legs and I stood alone by this caress shortly come before.
A rumbling in the vicinity let me wake up.
Oh God, what I was doing here and why I admitted that he played to me like that?
I hastily pushed him away and he was bitterly disappointed.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" he shouted in exasperation.
He ran strongly through the already tousled, bronze strands.
"You can tell me every time a piece approached you and then your back down. I think that's not funny, Bella! "He hissed angrily," You play a dangerous game of love and I'm not going there to watch for long. "
He ran like an irritated animal in front of me and down.
"Your behavior is at least as bad as mine, the only difference that I'm honest. I have told you from the beginning that I want only your body but you do not know what you want. You say no, and your body screams yes. You reject me and next time you kiss me. You drive me slowly insane, Bella. "
Violent emotions flowed through me. He was right!
I just played with him as he with me. From this case could not emerge victorious.
He grabbed me by the upper arms.
"Now it is the limit! Do you really think I would force a woman who wants nothing from me? I did not need, love. You send unambiguous signals like this, my heart. You want me! Very! Your denial is futile and I will get round a day. "
He stepped back close to me, put his mouth to my ear.
"I feel but how much do you want me to, Bella. If I had believed for one second that you actually feel fear or horror for me, I would have let you go. But just as things are, you seem only too anxious to be your desire to live out. "
He stepped back and looked at me intently.
"I do not know what you're up?" He said thoughtfully, "But I will find out more. Your behavior is very inconsistent, but I will find the key that opened the door to you. "
a second time that night was he stopped me.
tired I let myself sink into a chair and thought about his words. He kept about right?
I goaded him to not have any more with my fluctuating reactions? It was true every word!
scrubbed once and I swore at him, but as soon as he touched me, I melted and gave myself up to my desires. For him, this interaction can be unbearable, he finally swallowed some of his own medicine. Usually it
was his job to make the women crazy! Obviously, it was
each other but with us.
"Bella, where are you?"
Alice.
I had the forgotten!
stood fast on me and went to the back rooms. She was already ready dressed in the living room and a thick wool hat pulled over his head.
was bitterly cold outside it now and we packed up warm. I was lucky when I get to my hasty flight, not like wearing a thick cold.
"So that's it! We can go, "I said.
Together we entered the hall when the door to Jasper's office came up. He stepped out and put in the way of Alice.
"Wait, Alice, I have to tell you something."
She looked up at him and he looked amused on the cap, which framed her face. Alice looked almost like a kid again, which was accentuated by her tiny body size yet. Nevertheless, she was a grown young woman and this fact Jasper seemed to stand out now as well.
Interested, I followed the events before me. Something had changed.
Jasper, who had previously never had wasted a look at Alice, at once completely enthralled by my little friend.
"I just wanted to make sure you cancel not really come up with the idea," he said.
Alice eyes shone like a thousand stars and a charming smile lit up her face. Your cheerful nature was back again, just like the contagious grin.
"After you've threatened me to spank my ass, I've changed my mind. So I would stay with you until you throw myself out. "
He grinned boyishly and amazed, I realized that this very serious man could be friendly.
"That will never happen, Alice. I should have never fired. Later than the following day, I would come back to reason. "
He cleared his throat a bit.
"Well, then I will not detain you further. We will see! "He
by us and we came out. The morning dawned beautiful and frost covered the houses, cars and roads.
we were shivering and speechless to the subway station. None of us had the desire to entertain and go to his thoughts, while Alice worked, however much happier than I am.
We parted as we had to take two different paths and I was on my way home.
home in bed, I snuggled up with me again and let the evening's events. Somehow Cullen to be always in my thoughts and I am terribly vexed. Nevertheless, I was a little proud of myself because I had not quite given way.
I decided to return to more focus on the important things. The clock showed half six and I would get only four hours sleep before Bibi brought back my son.
The weekly wholesale purchasing before us and would be stressful enough without a car. The alarm clock
threw me out of bed and I woke up with a strange feeling. Everything ached, head ached terribly and I was not feeling well at all.
slowly dragged myself to the bathroom and was shocked at the sight.
My hair looked like a haystack, his eyes were tiny shining pale in my face and nose in the most beautiful fire engine red.
A tickle in the nose announced a sneezing attack, which had washed. Five times in a row, it shook through my body and left me exhausted.
grumpy I looked toward me and held my own tongue out.
You did it now, Bella thought I was annoyed. I had to necessarily thin dress and flee through the sweaty work in the cold November night out.
happened to me right now that I got a cold. Sighing, I stood under the shower, got dressed and walked over to Bibi.
My son and waited for the purchases.
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