Chapter 20 - evil awakening
I stared at him as a supernatural phenomenon, grinning as he leaned on the door frame, and then fully engage.
"I thought you did not grow more dear. You were pretty spent yesterday. "
My eyes widened in disbelief when I was in his smug face looked. I pulled the blanket close to my body confused and blinked. Could it really be that we had slept together?
"... If you mean, we ... ha .. we have slept together?" I asked, stammering.
"But Bella," he said reproachfully, "just tell, you can not remember you! I'm really disappointed. Since we spend an incredible night of love and you know nothing about it. Was I that bad? "
He looked me how to play and I began to spread naked panic.
"Oh my God, let me die!" I cried plaintively and hid myself under the blanket to curl up like an embryo.
I felt a finger poked me in the shoulder.
"Will you come out again? That's ridiculous, Bella, "he said, amused.
"Go away," I replied, my voice muffled by the sheets, "I do not talk to you."
He began to giggle as he was trying to pull the sheet off his head. "Bella, come, out of there, or I swear I'll throw up together with the blanket in the hot tub"
he threatened.
I spitzelte a small piece from the ceiling out, but really only a small piece.
"You have a hot tub?" I asked curiously.
He grinned boyishly.
"Want to try it?", He attracted.
"Forget it!"
test limit I looked at him.
"Do we really ...?" I finished the sentence, he did so, as I was saying.
"Love, enjoys a gentleman and is silent," he said smugly.
"You are no gentleman!" I shot back immediately. "Ouch!"
he said, a wry his face as he had hurt, "That hurt, my dear!"
"Stop it, I always" love "mentioned," I snapped angrily, massaging my throbbing temples.
The pain in my poor head rose from second to second over and his suggestion that we had had sex last night, it did not help. A sudden flash of inspiration made me aufkeuchen horrified.
"Edward! Have you used ... what? "I asked frantically.
something he looked at me indignantly.
"I have no contagious disease, Bella. You can rest assured. "
"Therefore it's impossible!" I shouted at him. To wince once tormented. Note to myself! Never yell, with a number of whiskey intus.
"I take the pill, you Dödel. I could now be pregnant. "
" I liked it better than you have called me "eye candy", "he said calmly.
How could he just sit there as if nothing happened, after all, if there was a chance that I was pregnant ... Stop! Stop! There was nothing at all happened, I realized. This guy took me in his arms and made fun of me. He would never have remained so calm in such an opening, when in fact what would have run. I pulled the bed sheet so tightly focused on my body and stood up, trying to let him see as little skin as possible.
"Oh, you bastard," I raged, "There is nothing happening, right? How can you make me so accrue? "
Swaying I stood before him, because my foot got caught in the ceiling and I fell like a wet sack. This damn clumsy! Did they come back again just now. Angry and completely caught in the ceiling, I was lying on the bed and tried as dignified as possible up again. That turned out to be not so easy because the silky fabric literally stuck on my bare skin. He had every curve of my body can guess, because the soft tissue surrounding me like a second skin and I was infinitely painful to me that he could see it. Sure, his hands and lips had almost everywhere on my body, but it was always night and blacked out in any way. Now in the glare of the morning and it was the midday sun, was it something else entirely.
I felt like the mattress fell under his extra weight when he sat down with me and a slim leg snapped by me. The first time in my life, I was happy that I let me grow every few weeks by a beauty salon, for so my legs were silky smooth. Not that I could really afford. But the owner of the studio was a regular at the diner and when we came into the conversation once, she asked me if I wanted to ask me every few weeks for their students available. It turned out that I was able to benefit from cosmetic treatments, without paying a cent for it. The result, he was holding in his crazy, exciting hands, which swept incessantly over my silky smooth skin.
"Let me go," I asked weakly. His caressing hands caused rain-causing on my skin and I felt again this delicate throbbing between my legs. I quickly drew it back to my feet and backed away as far as in the bed could.
He sighed and ran his fingers through his tousled hair already total. This man always looked simply divine, no matter what time of day and it was really unfair to let go of God, a magnificent specimen of womanhood! Edward got up and walked to the large windows from which one had a wonderful view of the whole Seattle. He turned so that he had a good look at me and grinned a little, but it reached his eyes and looked slightly tortured.
know, "you know that you're really cute when you sleep? You turn up always the nose so adorable and I could tell you watching for hours. "
" You watched me sleep in? "I asked, somewhat incredulously," Edward, you're damn close to it pass as a stalker, you all right? "
He grinned again, wordless.
Sighing I went through my disheveled hair completely my, what a sight I had to now offer that? Totally hung over, with smeared make-up, deathly pale and not showered. If it's not from his obsession to me healed, then I did not. A bit embarrassed, I winked over at him and realized it was me interested in watching. When I was a rat in a laboratory that was being held, to understanding their behavior patterns. I was for him? An experiment!
"If you had the kindness and maybe tell me how I ever came here? I'm frankly a total blackout and no idea what happened more, "I begged him insistently.
He pushed himself away from the window and went with smooth movements in the middle of the room.
"Well, where do I start! You have drunk with this old frigate brotherhood, just like your friends then you have cup-tidy up the old lady is almost slipped off the bar stool. She was caught in time from a randomly passing man they beat up promptly with her bag because she thought he throws himself ran to her. You helped her and insulted him, he should look kindly woman at his age, "he snorted visibly amused," It was a sight for gods and I have seldom laughed Sun Then, suddenly, Jasper has appeared in George with the tow. Who had a show and has taken his mother, while you happily have ordered your next drink. "
Horrified, I looked at him, hoping that he is all sucked out of your fingers, but his face showed that he was telling the truth this time. Good heavens, I had disgraced myself but pretty! Hopefully it had been. But its ever-widening smile, suggested that it was only the beginning. He came closer, sat down on my bed and that devilish grin intensified.
"Alice was seized by Jasper, who could hardly even stand on his feet and has announced clearly audible to all that he is their great love and she would fight for him. His girlfriend, with whom he had reconciled, was not very is pleased and rushes off, which I thought was no great loss. I have never understood what, in addition to the large silicone breasts, should be so interesting to her. Jasper has grinned all over his face and Alice thrown over his shoulders. He should refrain, however, prefer, because the whole stomach contents has landed on his back. "
" Holy Mary, "I cried," She threw up all over him! How could she, that is it until the end of life be embarrassed. Poor Alice! "
" Poor Bella, "he said, leaning closer to me," Shall I tell you what have you done? "
I just shook his head and backed away from him. He came after me, support the hands onto the bed and crawled piece by piece to me. His eyes darkened with relish and after a few seconds, the bed was over and I could not retreat a single millimeter more. He was my right to me and clasped his hands stood, tall and mighty above me. I swallowed because it was both exciting and urgent. I started with a last effort an attempt to distract him.
"What have you done to Jessica? It does not seem to be here, but I know quite yet, that they turned up in the club. "
His eyes fiercely and he pushed his hips to mean what had an immediate effect on my hot lap.
"I complimented them relatively quickly home. It was not certain that it comes and I hate surprises, "he said ungracious.
put his hand on my cheek was warm and soft on my skin, slid gently, almost tentatively on my jaw to my neck, caressing the soft skin on my finally collarbone.
"You are so beautiful," he whispered excitedly, rubbing gently on my abdomen.
I wanted him, I really wanted him, but it was not at all correct. But I could stop now? For weeks we crept around each other around, we made each other mad, provoked us to the death. How much he could endure before he let go of all inhibitions and just took what he wanted. I was well aware that it was only his will that saved me so far in front of an affair. My body he could have had a long time ago, we both knew he could excite me much too strong. When he let go of all scruples and a "no" ignored, he would wring my very short time, a "Yes". That would be the least problem for him. But Edward wanted not conquer my body, but to break my will, wanted me to voluntarily came to him and begged him for it to sleep with me.
"Why do you not?" I asked quietly, enjoying his weight on my body. Why felt something that could not be, really?
"I can not give up, Isabella! I'm obsessed with you, can not think of anything else, I never got myself a wife so afterward like you and now it's not a question of the will, but a must! "He replied," I want you! " he said emphatically.
delicacy he kissed my mouth and stayed on my lips. I felt his delicious breath, his heat, which was brought to me over and my body to burn. His words touched me against my will. It almost seemed as if he had no influence on his actions, as if hunting for me is a necessity. We both conjugated in succession, but what would happen if it was over when he had enough of me. I now felt too much for him and would break it. I vowed that from now on to play no more games, because it was not me against him fairly. I gently pushed him away from me.
"Can I use your shower, I do not feel well?"
He was frustrated because he did not come to his kiss, but he still rolled down from me.
"I told you can get from my secretary a few things. I hope the size is right, "he said abruptly.
"Where is my dress?"
"You are your friend yesterday came a little too close, as she emptied her stomach contents to Jasper. Your dress has copped it and I can bring it to the cleaners. "
" You have taken me to dress threw up in your car? "I thought that was kinda cute now.
He cleared his throat and looked at me strangely.
"I'm waiting in the kitchen for you, then you can tell me all the questions that will burn under the nails. I can see formally how you look in your pretty little head zusammenreimst all sorts of nonsense, as far as last night. "
Offended I looked at him. Was it a miracle if I was suspicious? What should I think when I woke up naked in his bed. That we are good together singing a religious hymn!
He left the bedroom and I struggled on to open the nearest door. The bathroom literally took my breath away. It was huge and instead of a window, it was also a full glass front, the views of Seattle released. He had to live in a penthouse apartment, because I was high above the city. On a kind of platform was an oversized tub in the locker room for two people found. Whether he took a bath together here with Jessica? I was filled with envy at the thought that he spoiled here. I repressed this feeling once again, rising in the glass shower. The hot water beating down on my body, I washed the foam of the wet skin. I enjoyed how relaxed my muscles, like my nose was filled with the fresh, clean scent of shower gel. When I got out of the car, I felt reborn and reached for the fluffy bath towel, which already was ready.
A gasp made me look up and I dropped the towel in shock, because Edward loaded with clothes, stood in the middle of the room. His eyes wandered over my naked, wet shiny body, is impressed on each line. Slowly he came up to me, until he stood directly in front of me.
Oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God, my heart pounded furiously, my breath quickened and the heat on my cheek told me my flush. Quickly, I bent down to the towel and tied it around my body awkwardly to me. When my hands were free again, I took off his clothes and gave them to me as a shield in the chest.
"Thanks," I could say.
He went back to the door, biting her was on the full lower lip and a slight smile on his attractive face. The glow in his eyes was not a second to long, made me drunk with the effort to come to him immediately in his arms.
"Every time again," he whispered and left the bathroom.
Only then did I realize his incredible presence when he was in a room with me because the bathroom was almost twice as large, without his presence. Never before have I felt so met an incredible man. His aura was overwhelming and this malice, the lived in him, made him probably just more exciting. Women were probably really bad guys! He was not good for me, made me a woman that I wanted to be and yet I could not resist him. Constantly I provoked him, as if I just hoped that he eventually lost control. So I could give him without losing my pride. But it was stupid to think so! He would lose control and I would never give any more. It was time to finally talk plain text! I quickly slipped
in the underwear, it was pure silk, in the pants, and then finally to put the blouse. I never wore clothes so noble and a look at the label the pants had me aufquieken short. She was from Valentino! I did not trust me nachzuschauen not even know who the rest of my intent was and to wash the things at home, lost in an instant. These clothes I had it or not bring in a cleaning. Imagine the consequences if they were received by mistake, something happened to me constantly. Also my pink underwear, which rested well guarded in the dresser next to the bedroom closet, was a product of chance and used to be white. Reluctantly, I pulled the belt through the elegant narrow loops of the pants. That would cost me a fortune! Edward Cullen stressed not only my nerves, but also my wallet. I squared his shoulders, stroked smoothing over my hair and made me the way to Edward.
I left the bathroom, ran through the bedroom door and pressed down by the handle. I carefully put one foot before the other, went through a very modern hall and finally stood in his living room (1). Now I was really off the spit. It was so ... so .... So .... Edward!
Here was the most impressive, the large windows. Before that was a modern table that was part of the living-dining-kitchen, which looked super modern and completely unused. The living room itself was a purist and thoroughly established male. A dark wooden floor was the basis. The black Leather sofa, complete with leather armchairs, was located in front of a wooden wall, in which a large flat screen had been admitted. This was flanked by black-painted high-gloss cabinets that were installed next to it. All in all, it was radiating, despite the impersonal note that this furniture, very responsive and great to watch.
"Do you like my apartment?"
I turned to him.
"It's really very beautiful," I whispered a little shy and stressed me lay a strand of hair behind her ear. I was now but a little intimidated by so much luxury and I realized how rich it should be, in order to thus make an apartment to.
"I wanted to thank you that you have picked me last night. I think that was the last time I drank alcohol because it suits me not at all. Forget everything that I might have said or done to you. I was not with me. "
" I found you to be honest quite remarkable and I will certainly not soon forget, "he grinned," Would you like to eat? "
" No food, just nothing, "said I screwed up and disgusted with his mouth, "I would now just go home. Thanks for the clothes! I'll bring the stuff cleaned back, I promise you. "
" You do not need. It is a gift! "
" Does your fiancee do not mind if you make such gifts to other women? "I asked. I'm not even dream of it, to accept the things.
"Jessica has nothing to do with us both!" He said grimly, "It is a completely different."
bitter twisted my mouth as I slowly opened me to leave the apartment.
"another site?" I said questioningly, "How do you divide it? Does it shed luxury for everyday convenience and I the ghetto, if you the adventure packs. I'll just say this, Edward. All this is quite impressive and beautiful, but still you are not happy and satisfied. You have such boredom that you chase after a woman who can not meet your needs, simply in order to have your fun. I've played for a while because I found it exciting, but not anymore. You have to have fun now alone on the field. I can not prevent that we see ourselves, because you're my boss, but I can try not to go into your games. Give it up, Edward! Give me my peace of mind, I beg you. "
His mouth hardened, swallowing his Adam's apple jumped up and down uncontrollably as he tried to answer.
"How can you let your peace of mind when you think rob me since the first second. I will not have peace until I finally own up, dear. beg you can as long as you want, the only way to get rid of me, is, to give me. "
Sorry I looked at him.
"Then we will both continue to have sleepless nights. See you, Edward! "
I left his apartment and felt an emptiness in me, since Jake's breach of trust as it was no longer the case.
(1) living room of Edward
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