The next morning I sat Danny over at the breakfast table and tried in vain to suppress a yawn. I would need at least a week to the lack of sleep in two days to catch up and the thought that today I had a double shift at the diner in front of me, let my eyelids are even more difficult.
"Mummy, I can still have a toast? "
Astonished, I looked at my little ones. Normally he was rather a poor eater and it is almost a miracle if he even brought one down.
"But of course, honey. But you are pretty hungry! "
I got up and shoved a piece in the toaster, while Danny grinned at me.
"I'm growing, Mum. If I want to be big and strong, I have to eat much. "
Mum!
He had never called me yet.
"Why do you say to me now, suddenly, Mum? "I asked, slightly irritated and took the freshly toasted toast from the unit.
I put it on his plate and watched as my Dreikäsehoch clumsy butter smeared on it. I could make it but because he would otherwise never get to yes, and the mess that he presented it, we would rid together later. But I controlled
exactly what he was doing, so he does not accidentally ausstach with a knife to the eye. He was, after my son and had inherited a penchant for clumsiness.
He chewed until the end and finally said.
"Mummy say the little guys and I'm already big! From now on I will only say to you, Mum. "
he pushed another bite into his mouth and chewed happily.
little sad I looked at my child. Again a new chapter in his life. For me it was like yesterday when he was still screaming in my arms, barely bigger than a doll. How fast were the years passed and would continue to do so.
The pre-bent to an end and its proper enrollment was imminent. What life was still in store for us? Danny was getting older, he would no longer want to sit at some point always at home with his mother. Their own interests would take precedence and I no longer of needed him.
I gulped at the thought of a lonely, bitter woman to end, without a man and paid without something worth talking about.
In the same second I scolded me a fool. Danny will always be a part of my life and what it was larger than raise a child.
Lovingly I kissed him on the curly hair.
"We are clearing the table now and then I'll take you to school. Bibi will then pick up this afternoon, as I am to dusk at the diner. "
We made everything ready and went to the subway station. Oddly, not bothered Danny, we had no car and Now every morning the train had to take. He was absolutely thrilled and loved in the underground of the city to drive.
The rattle of the train and the conversations of the people around us, mingled with a steady chant to sleep, and me almost. I closed my eyes as we were traveling for a few minutes and looked again Edward Cullen's beautiful face before me.
heat rose in my cheeks as I thought about what had happened last night in the seclusion of my bedroom. Something I had never done before and it was a sign that Cullen drew me like no man before him.
I was disgusted and fascinated. Like a predatory animal slunk to knock it around me, waiting patiently for the right moment.
short, I opened my eyes and realized that we were above the earth. My mirror image reflected on the window and for a crazy moment I thought he could see his face next to mine. Startled, I looked
to the side and rear. But other than next to Danny and the old woman behind me, no one was there who had even the remotest resemblance to him.
Now I got even hallucinations! It was really time for me to oppose this emotion, and I decided to defend me in the future be outrageous Behavior can not be more pleased.
The train finally reached its goal and I walked the few yards to Danny's school. Then I hurried to catch the next train, I could not miss.
Later, had dinner out in the biggest crowds, I moved with my Rose in a small side room so we could spend our coffee break together. Since I was in the morning had turned up just short in front, there has been no opportunity for entertainment. The busy restaurant operation in the talks was simply not the case.
Now we treated ourselves to a half hour break, because I was interested in burning, as it Alice was now. It would surely sink into the ground with shame when she realized what she had done while drunk. Even the near-sacking of Jasper had to make it infinitely deep. Certainly it would hurt her that he wanted to dismiss them as easily. Cullen had not intervened, would go Alice her job.
"How is Alice?" I asked bluntly.
Rose pulled a beautiful face into a grimace.
"How well? She is totally crappy. The cat brings almost over and she is lovesick. In addition, she wants her job now announce themselves, "she said
.
"Please? She can not do that. What does she want to live? Alice works there full time and can it afford not to terminate there. "I said incredulously.
"She is determined to believe me. She said she wants to stay anywhere where they no longer desired. Even if they had to totally, but it has registered well that she has the job only because of Cullen. What I found the way, very nice of him! I do not know what you have. The seems to be okay. "
" Bah, that's just for show. Does nothing without reason. If you think it came out of pure charity, then you deceive you but huge. He has promised me on the head, I had him for what guilty. "
" Oh! "
" Yes oh! Let you not impressed by his posturing. He is calculating and totally attentive to his advantage. But I'll tell you what, Rose. From now on, I turn the tables. I think all would be no match for him, but I'm stronger than I look and not the small, helpless thing, you say I am all for. "
Rose grinned amicably and pushed me.
"Hey, I know that. What did you do now? "
" I'm with his little games. He wants to seduce me? Nice, as I have a few tricks up its sleeve. I would drive Edward Cullen systematically into madness until he begging in front of me crawling on the floor so he can sleep with me. "
Rose squinted out into the guest room.
"Well, yes you can start immediately. Indeed, he is here, "she said dryly.
Horrified, I opened his eyes.
"Is not you serious?"
I leaned forward to get a better view of the fact he was sitting at dinner and one of the back tables. For a change, he was not accompanied by a woman, but was in the company of a dark-haired man whom I could not see from behind. But the short curls were indicate that it had to act to his brother and Roses new swarm.
All my great speech a moment ago was forgotten and my courage left me in the second, and I saw him.
"Oh no," I wailed, "but not today! Then I'm not prepared. I can not get out there. "
" Of course you can thou You are Bella, the seductress. Remember me? Go out there and blowing him crazy. But before you take off your bra. Give it to me, "she demanded.
"Are you crazy?"
"Will you now make it sharp and can then brush-off, or not? You have a guy like him to fly into already heavy guns, otherwise nothing. The lot is used in relation to women, since you must not be squeamish. "
Grumbling, I took off the bra, leaving me in protest of Rose open the first two buttons of his uniform. I definitely had to have lost his mind, because I was on so he let down a level. But Cullen apparently only understood the language, so I would just meet me at that level with him.
"Much better," she said very smugly, "and now go out there and make him ready,"
I took a hesitant step forward and I immediately turned to panic.
"I can not make it out, Rose! "I cried and clung fast to her arm.
my hand pulled painfully from said body part and relentlessly pushed me toward the door. I resisted with all his strength and health of shoes slowed their attempts to push me forward. She let out a frustrated scream.
"Do not act like a virgin! Remember how incredible he was towards you. Now you finally have the opportunity to pay him back and that too on your own territory. He's just a man, Bella, and I've seen him staring at you. You will not many need to disengage him with lust leave. "
I groaned tormented.
"What are you talking about forever," I brought out weak, but she just grinned impudently.
"I just like to call things by their names. So you will now go outside? Mr. Cullen seems to be getting impatient. "
" I'm already "grumbled, I took my block, pencil, and ran towards the door.
Just before I stopped and turned around again.
"Rose, please give me one of your gum."
Confused, she took the parcel from her purse and handed it to me.
"What are you doing this? "She asked, slightly irritated.
"Well chew," I grinned and pushed me three at once in the mouth.
deep breath I opened the door to the interior and went into the lion's den.
He saw me immediately and started to grin when he saw me standing in my uniform at the door. Without a hurry, I walked to his table and stood directly in front of the two posts.
He looked me up and down and I was under his muster quite hot. In fact, he managed to embarrass myself, which I did not show, thank God. Still, I was Such views of men not accustomed to easy and I have asked why it took me so mad.
Now I started my show.
with my uniform, a pencil in elaborate hair and gum in the mouth, had to act on it, I like the archetype of a waitress. I slowly moved
the pin from her hair, pulled out my block on the gum and blew a huge bubble, I then burst with a mighty thud was.
Then I smiled at the two beaming.
"Well, lovelies, what would you like?"
Cullen was the mouth open and you could literally as it rattled in his brain. His brother, Emmett, however, concealed in vain his laughter.
I cautiously raised his eyebrow, inwardly pleased that I finally succeeded him was too upset.
But I was happy too early. He smiled mischievously, when he realized that I wanted to irritate him with my brash behavior only.
"I would like the house specialty," he whispered seductively, his tone left no room for doubt about what he meant by "specialty".
Just you wait, I'll show you!
I dropped my pen and then I bent down, earning him a pretty good insight into my neck.
breathed a hiss and he saw me hungry, as I straightened up.
"I recommend our specialty burgers. You see that is very hungry! "I whispered, as alluring as possible.
"Then I'll take the, because I'm really hungry. I just wonder whether a burger is enough for my appetite? "
I did not take this hint and gave him a business-like.
Normal, spicy or extra spicy? "I rattled down.
"Extra, I like it spicy," he said pointedly.
His brother just ordered a coffee and then I went back with swaying hips into the kitchen.
there waiting for me already a laughing rose, rolled almost to the ground.
"Damn! "She giggled," That was great! You should have seen his face when you have to burst the bubble gum, to really shoot. And when you bent over you, I thought for a moment, he leaps across the table. You've got some nerve! What did you do now? "
smile I saw my friend Cullen's order and took to meet the chef.
"You will see the same? "I said mysteriously and put the plate on the table. After that I took from Lou's cabinet out a small bottle and unscrewed the lid.
Rose gasped as she realized what it contained.
"The Lou's super hot chilli sauce, you beast is," she cried, and looked impressive from heavy.
relish, I distributed huge amounts of the sauce on his burger.
"He likes it spicy?" I said. "He can have. This burger he will never forget. "
I placed another large glass of water on the tablet and wore my precious cargo out to my opponent.
"Here you go, gentlemen," I warbled sweetly, "the coffee and burgers."
"I have ordered no water," said Cullen, now a bit suspicious.
"is a service of the house," I replied played friendly and he refrained from any further comment.
He took the burger in his hand, and I waited with bated breath that he would bite.
Its teeth cut through the bun and the meat and only seconds later, a red rose in his unhealthy Face on. He spat
everything in the napkin, which was next to the plate and grabbed coughing and gasping at the neck. The incredible sharpness he probably had to give the feeling that his mucous membranes were etched away. At least Lou had once described as when he caught too much of the stuff.
Cullen's face was scarlet and he quickly grabbed the water to make it tumble down before his brother could help it.
The water soothed the burning in any way, but it seemed to reinforce rather still.
"You little bitch," he brought out and grabbed croaking again to the burning throat.
cold smile Supported I from the palms on the table and leaned close to him. He was right in my neck and my bare breasts look, which is gently lifted and fell with each breath.
"Is that clear enough for you?" I asked ambiguous and bit me lasciviously on the lower lip.
The fire in his throat was replaced by the fire in his eyes. The green sparkle burned me, too, made me forget the surrounding area.
Emmett hawking brought us back to reality.
me straighten up again, I broke the contact, to await his further response.
He recovered remarkably quickly and gave me a cruel smile.
"I must say that the sharpness," he emphasized particularly the word, "suits me perfectly. It will be my pleasure to taste with more of that opportunity. "
" I hope you do not you burn your tongue out again, "I shot back acidly.
"I find it a way to cool my tongue," he said slowly, looking directly at my crotch.
I cleared my throat to cover my embarrassment. If he knew I had imagined in my fantasy exactly, would he probably showers all day cold.
But this triumph, I would not begrudge him.
"Do you have what?" I asked, now a bit nervous.
"Not at the moment," he answered hard.
His look was scary and I was sure that he concocted something. I looked uneasily
be expressionless face. Nothing is left to conclude what he was thinking, and the uncertainty about whether he was evil seriously, made me very jittery.
"I will leave you alone then. Should you still have a desire to be, my colleague Rose around you take care. "
with a slight nod of the head I turned and hurried back to the kitchen.
There I fell against the kitchen door and buried my face in his hands now flaming.
"Oh God, Rose," I cried.
"I just want to die. That was the most embarrassing thing of my life! What came over me that? "
" Do not talk nonsense! You were just great and you have it to him properly. Now to develop an exaggerated sense of shame, makes you no more, instead you should enjoy your victory, "advised them to me.
Undecided I looked up. It would turn out even if it is indeed a victory. But the right belief was wrong.
He had stayed too quiet, that made me suspicious and uneasy. He would accept this defeat not just comment and the whole story would not have a sequel.
challenge him in this way excluded, already hubris on my part. Basically, I knew nothing about him. It would have been wiser to inform me first about him to see through it better, if that was even possible.
His behavior changed so fast that I had trouble me to adapt. He was like a chameleon, adapting to its environment and react accordingly with easy charm, cold, ignorance, or passion.
I was no match for him, I realized with startling clarity, and I trembled at the thought of what he planned meanness now, the tables turn again.
Rose did not know him, saw only the superficial facade and I was exhausted in order to challenge it.
"I will take care of me now to the orders and get out in Lou's office. Would you be so kind as to take over for me? I just do not have the strength to go out there again. "
you knew very well that I was at the end and nodded.
I quickly twisted me into the office and tried to do my work. After a few unsuccessful attempts to concentrate, I gave up exhausted, staring out the window.
What was going on with me? As provocative as him, I behaved towards men usually do not. But something about him that drove me to such a behavior. All rules of decency that had been drummed into me from childhood, fell into oblivion and I behaved like an immature teenager. Even if I was that age has not grown as long as I was quite spiritual maturity, which was in contrast to my present behavior.
this drive, tempt him to do, I had zero control and that is what would barter me a lot of trouble.
It was like a forced and triggered a wide range of reactions from me. I trust myself not to do with it and I was afraid that would fly at our next meeting again the sparks.
The office door was opened and drawn. In the belief that Rose had come in, I turned around.
Startled, I dropped the pen a second time that day, but this time I bent not me then. I was not so crazy to allow Edward Cullen once again, looking at my bare breasts.
rejected this, with a sardonic smile face at the door.
"My sweet little Bella," he said in mild reproach in his voice, "you were really a very, very naughty girl."
The naked fear drove me into the limbs. His casual attitude
and the bitter cold he was emitting punished, the supposedly gentle tone lies.
I was trapped because the office was on the back of the building. Lou was not here today and would not come running to my rescue and Rose was probably busy with Emmett.
accelerated Hastily , my breathing and the fascination he had on me, took me prisoner again. The fear vanished as quickly as it had come and the other Bella took possession of me.
Those who wanted him to confront and relished in the game.
was slow moving and I was directly in front of him.
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