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Chapter 1 - Life is hard

The alarm clock rang

like every morning at six clock. Tired, I reached out and brought the thing with a loud bang targeted to silence. Immediately stopped this deafening noise and I was relieved to sink back again into the cushions. The eyes still closed set, like every morning I vowed that this stupid part would still end up in the dustbin. Of course this would not happen, but just the thought was wonderful. I had to get up as often absolutely no desire, as I was by nature an outspoken late risers. As always, I just wanted to again turn to the side and continue to dream. But that was a luxury I I could not afford. So I had no alternative but to push my butt out of bed to get ready for another hard day close. On my bank account no later than the end of the week would rule gaping void, if I do not gratuities from dinner conceded. These amounts that went into my private purse, were indeed more variable, but I was planning this "charity" as Rose called it always loving, always be in my budget with one. Otherwise I was not otherwise financially make ends meet.

I yawned and stared hard then squinting through my eyelashes through the window. Outside it was still dark and raining. The drops evenly knocked on the window panes and I was looking in the mind after the right clothes for Danny. His raincoat was it really almost too small, but for a while it would go. His jeans still hanging on drying rack in the bathroom, decided it should be dry. Thick sweater and his strong shoes ... I knew more about it and at the same time, as the rain increased massively in strength. The soft beating swelled to a pressing pounding and I snorted, annoyed. The weather in Seattle was so corrosive! Why did it take me and Danny in only one area where the precipitation rate was so high? Shaking his head, I sat up and stretched yawning arms up over my head. I winced briefly as I heard it crackling slightly. You're getting old, Bella, I confessed to me and tried using circular movements of the shoulder muscles to relax my tense. A new mattress would certainly not have hurt, but if not a miracle from heaven and fell directly into my bed, then they had to still take a while. Reluctantly, I crawled

to the edge of the bed, threw back but had another one last longing look. sleep until the next opportunity than an hour longer than usual, it would still take quite a while. This week I really had to get out of bed early every day because one of the waitresses was suffering from flu. This meant in plain language, my free Saturday fell through. Fortunately, Lou had me classified for the morning shift, I would at least have the afternoon a bit of time for Danny, before the evening I had to continue in the nightclub. This second job was indeed damn hard, but quite lucrative. At least for my modest financial demands. Solely with the thought of how tired I would be on all day Sunday, when I first came in the early hours of the club, I was dizzy. However, Sunday was really the only day of the week on which I did not work and spend time with Danny as undisturbed could. Dear, I took it into account, to fall over from sheer weakness, but to do without a single minute with my son. But I was only human and not a machine, so I wanted from me and for some time to myself. There were few occasions when I could drop me and just had fun. I was a mother, good friend, a waitress and maid of all work, but no woman more. My love life has remained Danny's birth completely on the track, which I though was quite right. I was afraid to love me again because I did not want to be hurt again like back then. Danny's father had done a great job and my confidence in the world of men was exhausted. But that did not prevent me to dream of love and of a man who carried me on his hands.

If it did, I was happy in bed and dozing off me. Then I dreamed of an easier life, a person who shared it with me. I had no partner and I had the self-selected so because I was too cowardly to risk anything. Still, I missed off and a strong shoulder to lean on me I could. Some nights I cried myself to sleep because I was afraid. Fear of having to be alone old, like my friend Bibi. When the day was over, with its distractions and concerns, and broke the darkness, I longed for someone to tell me winning bids and caught me courage when the day shit was gone. Unfortunately, most guys were an absolute disaster and ran for miles like this, if you, the words "single mother" just heard. But they had already overcome me, but not a child came into question. So it was here that I went through life as a single and myself entirely devoted to my child - if I had not even work.

Finally I pulled myself together and laboriously swung his legs out of bed. With lumbering steps, I shuffled in my small bathroom and even managed, despite my still quite sleepy state, not to run against the door. She squeaked softly as I opened it and I entered the tiny room. The smell of laundry dried in the air was heavy and I tipped the window immediately. Then I pushed the drying rack to the side, bent me over the sink and lightly brushed my teeth and calmly. While I use the brush properly scrubbed every corner of my mouth, I looked around a little. Sometimes I found a corner in the apartment overwhelming, but with the exorbitant rents in Seattle, the chances were zero, that Danny and I were ever able to afford another house. Even this one was hard to pay. At the end of the month the money was always scarce and I had difficulty in us by bringing neat. Danny was still growing and I paid a very healthy diet as possible. But the time was now unfortunately very expensive. For me it would have done even spaghetti with ketchup, but for him I only wanted the best. Sometimes I was lucky and I grabbed the goods set down the day before. They were still edible and tasted good in general, only half. Over the years I had become a real expert when it came to get hold of high quality goods at affordable prices.

It was always a struggle, but for Danny, I took it in their stride. What was already a regular plated bank account, to the contented smile of my son? I spit out the toothpaste, rinsed my mouth and then climbed into the shower. While the water ran over my body, I thought about whether I should allow myself a few days off next month. I spent far too little time with Danny and his sad face when I had to cancel the planned Saturday with him, had cut my heavy heart. We just needed a little time for us. His childhood would never come back and I wanted as much as possible noticing. Yes. ... Holiday sounded really good. Although I would be missing the tips, but even as I occasionally got lucky, there was a small Tax refund from the tax office to. From I could divert a few dollars that would be great consequence. The rest of the sum would probably kick the bucket for the current insurance. I decided to Lou talk to me unexpectedly take a week off. As often as I stepped in at the diner as a skeleton crew, he could hardly refuse me this request.

The dinner ... it was the first job where I felt really good. The fast-food restaurant was located in the inner city and was to become my second home. There I was the cook, operation and general dogsbody. My boss was a fundamentally decent, somewhat the aging guy who paid my wages as agreed upon and nothing out of punctuality and diligence expected of me. That was for other jobs not always been so. My former employer had all tried to go after me for some time on the laundry. I never understood why because I was not exactly considered a walking sex bomb. But obviously I was attractive enough to arouse my superiors in the desire to climb into bed with me. These nasty guys had been doing really nothing better than to put their dirty fingers all over my body. My employment ended, therefore, always authentic juicy after a slap, that I Bastards had missed on their advances. It was not an option, to prostitute myself for preserving my job, even if had it every time my immediate dismissal had the effect. The job market in the daily mutated quickly to one of my main readings, and so was my eye one day fell on a display in which a patent service force was needed. The job was to get no problem and today I was, according to Lou, here to stay out of the diner. I was happy and felt I needed. This comforted me over the fact that he was not particularly well paid. These were the costs that caused the dinner is simply too high and I wondered anyway, how to keep the restaurant could. The dinner was living basically from his regular customers and I knew most by name. Staff and guests were a bit like a big family, and I myself have found in my colleague Rose an incredibly good friend. That's why I was looking for, despite the regular payment is not an alternative. For Lou, I knew just what I was. Besides, I could take in an emergency even Danny hour, what could really be gold value in some circumstances. Until now I had gone well with the dinner and I was hoping to stabilize the current decline in sales would.

scurried After showering, I returned to the bedroom, crack on my closet and pulled me out of underwear, jeans and a sweater. My mind wandered during which continue to Jasper Whitlock, my other boss. He and Lou were as different as fire and water, but they were absolutely in common. Jasper was a very reserved and cool contemporary, but he had his paws from the female staff and made sure that did the score of his club. Again and again, some here were abusive and started to grab for the operations, once the alcohol had uninhibited enough. The security they kept us from the neck, but you had to listen to all kinds and about dancing from this super-rich on the nose . Let The guests were all members of high society in Seattle and dealing with them was anything but easy. Above all, the men were behaving like pigs every now and then and thought they could do with a little waitress what they wanted. But the women were not much better. The only difference with the guys was that they did not try to harass a body. And yet ... every second they let me feel how small I was in their eyes anyway. What was worse? How fair game to be treated and constantly exposed silly sayings and clumsy come-on be? Or it was not even worse, the contempt in the eyes read the female guests to do? The difference was negligible, it hurt every time, no matter how it was lowered. Nevertheless, I gulped down everything, because I was dependent on this extra money.

Would not I desperately need the money, I would have long since Jasper slammed my resignation on the desk. He was not a bad employer, but he could not change or influence society. At least I could pay a few more and the residue was worth the hassle. Sometimes it felt like it would increase the demands of itself and the stack of unpaid bills would in time larger. Even the tax refund was not sufficient to pay all at once. Soon, the health insurance was due, the car had to be repaired urgently and Danny needed new shoes. Money rules the world, I thought sarcastically. I knew that huge amounts of dollars in a bank account could not make one happy, but sometimes I would have liked to have more of it on my own. Anyway, I had to get right with my budget and mostly I mastered this balancing act quite well. Hungry, we had not yet and that was the most important thing. But it would have been nice if I could offer more Danny.

Danny.

My little son was the sunshine of my life and why I abrackerte me so. For him, I would have taken ten other jobs when I told him this could provide a little luxury. Unfortunately, there was never enough for a lot. An ice cream once in between or a visit to the cinema were well inside, but when the clothes we started already. We were both wearing clothes at second hand, as the expensive brands I simply could not afford. For now, it was still okay, but at some point he would notice that his classmates stood out visually from him. The pressure to adapt, would increase further and thus the desire for the things that I could not give him. If only for Jake it would have paid would have been easier lot. The cowardly pigs, however, had deposed before his birth and did not care at all about him. I was completely on my own after my father had me at the time abandoned and banished from his life. The reason was so simple, and frightening. I refused to abort and gave him a reason for me to sit on the street. Fortunately, I had inherited some money from my mother. Eighteen years old and pregnant, I was finally landed in Seattle and not come off here.

Sighing I pulled myself together and tried not to think of the past. Since there was nothing I could miss and so was quiet in Danny's room to wake him. For a moment I stopped at the doorway and looked pensively his childish face. The soft cheeks, her curly brown hair and pale skin. He saw Jake at all similar, but came across to me. My heart went together with love and I was again very easily felt. It was all I needed to be happy. To hell with the men and with love. I had Danny and handed me. Cautiously, I entered the room and stood over him. I shook the delicate slender shoulders and whispered in his ear.

"Wake up, my Treasure! You have to get up! Mommy has to take you to school. "

winking he opened his eyes and looked at me with tired eyes. He rubbed his face and smacked his lips, yawning slightly. That was so sweet, I had to grin.

" Mommy, I do not get up yet. I can not stay here, I'm just fine? "

Laughing, I shook my head.

" Honey, you know you can not. To do this you're too small. Mommy gets in trouble if they can up alone. "

" Oh, Menno, "he grumbled. He rolled onto his back and then sat down on cumbersome. His Teddy had he, as always in his arms and he was yawning again heartily. I pulled the blanket from his body and watched it, as he slipped as the lightning from the bed and darted into the bathroom. If Danny was awake first, could not hold this bundle of energy more. I followed him into the bathroom, helped him in washing and took care that he is also properly cleaned his teeth. Then we went for breakfast in the kitchen, where we both have our spooning cornflakes.

"Mommy holst, you me from preschool?" He asked me with his mouth full. "Swallow first, then talk"

I said automatically.

He only nodded, because he just had his mouth full again.

"Yes, I'll pick you up today," I replied finally and lovingly rumpled his hair. "Bibi has got no time and I'll come in their place."

Bibi was our neighbor and my mental support. She had believed me when I was really dirty and I no longer knew where before nothing but problems. You helped me to this day with their life experience and wisdom and was my personal angel on earth. They also took care of absolutely nothing on Danny, picked him up from school and provided him with affection, until I came home from work. Excluding them I have probably long been problems with the youth welfare office, or would have become dependent on welfare. Only with their help I was able to my jobs and pursue them did it because she loved us both. We were like her second family, because their own children more than once or twice a year, saw. Danny was totally crazy about his Bibi and saw her as his "granny".

"Oh, Mommy go, you then with me in the park?" He shouted and fell on my neck.

I returned the embrace and breathed deep the clean, sweet fragrance children.

"Yes, my darling. But now eat your cornflakes over, or we'll be late."

happy he obeyed, and soon we were on our way. Once we arrived after a grueling bus ride from the preschool, I waited until he safely disappeared in the building was before I set off again. From here I walked to the bus and gave up because I was so faster than with a public transport. I had quite a hurry as always, to arrive in time in the diner. When Lou hated anything, it was tardiness. In this respect he was really uncomfortable. The rest of the way so I brought in the usual endurance slipped behind me and finally at the last minute, and with wet feet through the back entrance. Breathless, I threw my umbrella in the holder, at a run leaving the raincoat slip from my shoulders and grabbed my uniform off the hook. This is a really ugly off-white coat, on which there was nothing to talk nice, but I was not on any fashion show. At least he was practical and I did not use my own clothes.

No sooner had I my "costume" was attracted by the punch card and wanted me to sneak into the kitchen, when the office door opened. Lou stuck out his head, looked at me and then looked pointedly at the clock. His face was by no means angry, but he showed his usual good-natured face.

"Hey, I'm still on time. I will not listen," I said, grinning. He screwed up his face

a smile and threatened me with a finger.

"Next time I'll get you, young lady," he teased me and I pushed my hands, smiling into the pockets of my coat. Frech I rocked on my flat shoes and down to me a disturbing hair blew in my face and shrugged his shoulders indifferently.

"We'll see," I said boldly, and he shook his head resignedly.

Lou was a giant of a guy. He had a striking resemblance to Popeye the Sailor, for his highly polished bald head was as smooth as a billiard ball. The only hair on his body flourished from his shirt up his neck and made him look very menacing. Who But he knew, who knew that he could not fly what to do harm. I glanced at the clock and saw that it was shortly after eight clock. aground It's time to let the guests outside and inside.

"I'm off a look, Lou," I informed him dutifully and he just grunted in agreement, before he disappeared into his office. I went to the restaurant and already saw Rose, who was at it to wipe the first tables. After a brief welcome, I helped her, and shortly afterwards, the first knocked on the door and was about to order his breakfast. The next few hours were very hectic, like every morning, and I longed for a break. At half past ten it was finally over. The second layer started and I indulged myself with a donut Rose. The coffee was missing of course not and I finally felt again like a human being. I bit just relish in the donut, as Rose himself for a job in the club asked.

"Hey, Bella," she asked with his mouth full, "but you're working in this club. Do you know if that still need someone? I could use a little extra coal. "

I almost choked me and took a moment before I could answer.

" Want to do to you that seriously? The guys running around in the place are just terrible. Imaginary and without manners. With your looks you will not be able to save before stupid sayings. The dig even me, and I know God is not Miss Universe. "

evil she looked at me.

" Bella, how many times shall I say, that thou shalt not do so bad? You are pretty. How do you get only the idea, you is not nuttin attractive? "

" Perhaps this is the fact that I have had since Danny's birth date no more. "

" Bella, I want you, did not offend. But .... The only reason why you do not have dates, you are yourself. Your constant "Curb yes stay away from me, "have driven view, even the bravest men. You could dozens of men. Can not you see how they stare at you all?"

If she was referring to the older men among our regular guests, she was certainly right. But the woman would have stared at, which was under the age of sixty. Otherwise, I could not share Rose's assessment of my female attraction. I was a good average. Not ugly, but not overwhelmingly pretty. Normal plane. Also .... after the disastrous relationship with Jake, I finished with the men anyway. The guy who could break through my armor, had been a special man to be, or will be born. The direction that struck the conversation, I was uncomfortable and I wanted to quickly talk about something else.

"Let's change the subject. You know that I have nothing more with men on guard," I replied, determined as usual and she rolled her eyes. But that did not bother me particularly, I was so used to. "What As for the job, I can imagine on Saturday Jasper, if you like. Frankly, the club is buzzing just huge and a few more hands would not hurt. Let's see what we can do. say no more as he can not ask costs nothing. "

Her face lit up, at the prospect of earning a few dollars more. She was like me, chronically broke.

"I thank you for that."

me firmly embraced, as Lou suddenly in the doorway. His face was crushed and his bright eyes were pleading with me. I guessed wrong.

"Bella, I have bad news. You must now insert a double layer. Anna has become ill and can not come."

He looked at me carefully, waiting for my explosion. My head was hit on the idea. What to do with Danny? Who should pick him up? Lou interrupted this whirlpool.

"I know what you wanted to do with your son, but I really need you desperately here. And before you ask. ... Except you is not free or no longer available. "

Damn! This injustice was so corrosive. Every time I undertook was with Danny, something came up. Now it was a short-term to organize support for him and restored him to disappoint again. Life was pretty tough sometimes.

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Chapter 3 - The first meeting

Shivering I waited in front of the back entrance of the club on Rose; to imagine it today evening Jasper. I had phoned him and got his OK for this. The club was booming, was the hottest address in the nightlife of Seattle, he was happy to make any more helping hands.

It was autumn and the nights began to bitterly cold be. Hopping I jumped up and down to warm myself a little and rubbed his numb fingers together. Again and again I looked at the clock and annoyed me a bit about the fact that they seemed to be late. As for punctuality, was my boss Lou Jasper as anything, and Rose should be delayed in fact, had their chances in the job is zero. Seeking

wandered my gaze down the street and I saw them easier on me to run. Hastily, she stopped in front of me panting and holding his sides.

"Sorry," she gasped, and bent her upper body forward, "the underground came too late, an accident on the track. Has anybody is thrown from the tracks. I ran all the way here and completely finished. "

Greedy she sniffed the air and slowly recovered from their sprint. Laughing, I looked at her.

" Man, Rose, Your condition is no longer what it once was. Now we have to hurry though. Jasper does not like to wait. "

We entered and went straight to his office. I knocked softly, and Rose went to get in his prompt yet. I raised both thumbs and closed the door. Everything else she had to herself. I quickly ran to the recreation rooms, went to my locker and took out my clothes. All the waitresses wore a short black dress. It was sexy, had but fortunately not cheap. I slipped into it quickly and went to the club.

It was a huge room, the center was a huge bar that, like a square standing in the middle of the room. Just above were the VIP seating. There were only the richest and most important guests, a security prevented a mortal entered this area. I looked at the plan and groaned inwardly. Today I was responsible, together with Alice for this section. That was stupid come-back and even stupid sayings of those wannabe machos.

I looked around and discovered the little black-haired man at the bar.

"Hi, Alice," I cried and she turned around.

waves happily and she came prancing up to me. She was a crazy chicken and did not know who they thought involuntary, she had swallowed a handful of pick-me. But it was easy to have in their nature, good humor, and they sprayed it generously to their environment.

"Bella, how beautiful, you're already there. We have two today the honor. Let's see what plan have sayings of our upper ten thousand back. "

I screwed up irritated my face. Sure, the tips were excellent, but I would rather have spent my evening with a bunch of monkeys, as my mindless drivel from these Nouveau riche inflict. We took our wallets and hung them around our hips as we looked on as the cleaning crews, the last wiping tables. Gradually trickled all the staff, and as the barman entered the room, we knew it would start immediately. Once the gates had opened the club, guests streamed into crowds. There was no slow start. They stood at the door snake and beat almost to the entrance.

Alice and I went to the gallery and served its first guests. It was a bone-hard job. Constantly had to up the levels with the trays and walk down and blow it took a little longer. The guests were incredibly demanding, and it was difficult to be always fair to them. Loud music thundered through the room, the air was smoky and the crowd over the dance floor moving all caused an unpleasant odor. I was still waiting for that, Rose answered.

The conversation lasted longer, which was positive. I was sure that she would get the job. After a few more minutes, I saw her blond hair in the crowd. She was trying in vain to get rid of a guy who had hung on their coat-tails and fought his way up to the foot of the stairs. Security stopped her and her heartbreaking final glance from her blue eyes, you did not help further there. I quickly went down to her.

"How did it go?"

She grinned triumphantly and winked at the bodyguard, who stared at her entranced. Inwardly I sighed. Whether I would consider ever a man like that. I doubt it strongly.

"I have the job "she cried loudly for the noise to drown," next week I'll begin. "

" That's great, "I shouted as back loudly," Listen, I must go on now. We call tomorrow, okay! "

you gave me to understand hand signals that she understood and left the club. Somewhat better mood I went back to work. For a change, the guests today were once quite bearable, but only a few minutes later I was wrong.

As I wiped the table who had just become free, I heard a female voice that gave fairly disparaging comment.

"Edward, why these operations must always be so lame? The wipes have an eternity around at this table. You should tell Jasper and they throw out. "

Abruptly I turned around and stood a small group compared to nice people. The voice belonged to a pretty redhead who looked at me contemptuously.-Absorbent I took the other, only vaguely, as their Words had made me a lot. In addition, there was the fear that they would make true its threat and Jasper would ask for my release. I squared his shoulders and saw the woman firmly. Now only half the flight to the front!

"Excuse me, but we want to offer our guests have a pleasant environment and we therefore give special care to keep everything clean. If this causes a short delay occurred, I'm sorry. I hope the rest of the evening will be to your satisfaction. "

waiting I saw of her, but she just snorted indignantly.

" Yes, yes, that's all right. Just do it! I do not feel like standing around here any longer, "grumbled they calmed somewhat.

How easy was it to manipulate people. It was enough to give the submissive, and they were satisfied. That was pathetic and contempt rose up in me. If I ever have much money, I would not treat the people Sun Everyone deserves respect, whether rich or poor. I leaned over the table again and wiped clean the table before I straightened my back to stiffen as if struck by lightning.

Besides the impossible woman, was the best man could see my eyes anywhere. He put his arm around her small waist and stroked with his hand on her hip and down. But even though he just fondled another woman, his gaze burning into mine. Dark green, deep-set eyes dominated a perfectly shaped face and a cynical smile played about her full lips. He was tall, towered over me by at least eight inches, broad shoulders and the rest of his body was very athletic.

the breaking off eye contact, I stepped aside so they could sit down. They were accompanied by three other people. A large and muscular man with dark curly hair, who smiled at me strangely friendly, then a blond guy with a greasy grin of his companion just put your tongue all the way into the neck. They pushed their way past me in turn, at last the longed- Seat to confiscate. The pretty boy took the opportunity and went as close as possible by me. The smell literally killed me. The aroma was incomparable and I fogged the last of mind. Confused, I stared down at the group and brought out only with difficulty, the next words.

"Good evening, my name is Bella and I will tonight take care of your well. What can I give you? "

Did Jasper actually sounded like this sentence ambiguous? But he insisted the guests to introduce themselves, even though I already had to do to me so many comments was clear. The attractive stranger named Edward, went through his bronze-colored hair and grinned at me smugly.

"Bella, what a pretty name. Since I'm lucky, but that you care about our welfare. How far is because your service? "He laughed

dirty and the others joined in. Only the one with the hair held back in disgust and made a face. Horrified, I looked at him. How could such a beautiful human being so mean be. money spoiled really the character, for that he had in abundance have. I did not know me with material things so good, but even I saw the expensive Breitling on his wrist.

"Sir, I am responsible for your drinks and not for your amusement here, "I replied confidently.

His behavior had me back on the floor of the facts and I did not do it, let me enjoy this outrageousness. He leaned back and looked at me from top to bottom. He licked his lips slightly, not at all impressed by my outburst, and smiled brazenly.

"What a pity, I must content myself holding back with you Tracey," he said, looking at the redhead. Relents I looked at the called party, such behavior deserves no one. But she did it only with a shrug.

"Edward, as long as you pay my bills, you can entertain yourself with the little one as long as you want. You have enough strength and stamina to deal with two women up to deal, I will not suffer it to be. "

My sympathy disappeared immediately and I felt like a bad movie. I had seen it all here and heard, but so much evil in one fell swoop staggered me now but the language. The nice dark-haired saved me from further embarrassment and ordered.

"Bring us all a martini. I think that was it for the first, "he said kindly.

why he was off with them? The question was answered on the same to me.

" Brother, why be so hasty, "Edward hissed this cold, "I was not done with her. "

Enraged, I was waiting the response from the nice man not even from.

" But I'm done with you, "I shouted angry.

to turn round on his heel, I rushed down the stairs and fell into the arms of Jasper formally. Still angry, I looked up at him.

"Jasper, I can not use these people as above. The behavior of this guy is just disgusting, he treats me like a piece of meat. Even if I fly out for it, I will not go up there. "

Jasper looked up and nodded understandingly.

" You have aroused the attention of Edward Cullen, you poor thing will. He chase you until you give in to him. By your disposal you probably have an interest intensified. He can not off when you defied him. This is true for business as well as private. "

" Does that mean I have to go up there? "

looked wide-eyed high and I prayed for a negative answer. My prayers were answered, for Jasper shook his head.

"No, I'll send someone else up. Sally will take your place. Tell her appointment by then and their exchanges. I control this with Cullen. If you're lucky, he lets you go. "

" Luck or not, if I do not want, he can not do anything " I said resolutely.

"Do not underestimate the fault him, Bella. As others have fallen quite on the nose. He is a contemporary of ice-cold and has no scruples. If he wants something, he takes it easy, with no regard for people and their feelings. "

" How do you know him so well? "

"You are probably seeing the big curly hair? That's his brother Emmett. I'm friends with him and therefore most of his character in the picture."

looked uneasily up and I realized how Cullen angaffte me. Why on earth did he just tell me? I was certainly nothing special. With the dark hair and a lot of pale Skin, I was tolerably pretty and rather unimpressive. The only thing I could be proud of, was my character. Despite a kid I was tall and had perfect proportions. My legs were pretty, though because of my modest height of 1.63 was not very long.

All in all, he played in a different league and could have had any. If his appearance had not been so cocky and bad, I could have been quite weak. But as he built all the sympathy and I was just annoyed. Jaspers warning I did not take too seriously, because I could not imagine that he would give me more attention.

"I thank thee, that I not be more up," I said honestly, "I'm going to Sally and tell her about it."

After a short statement, I exchanged with Sally and served the guests at the bottom. It was incredibly stressful, but I was moving through the crowd and provided with all the ordered drinks. Luckily I had saved my clumsiness, otherwise this job is a physical impossibility. I felt much more comfortable now and I just noticed that Jasper was with him and what he whispered in his ear. Curious, I waited for his reaction, but his face was inscrutable.

He only redhead dressed, and kissed them hard and demanding, while Jasper disappeared. I was unexpectedly a little prick when I was watching him with this woman, but I quickly shook this absurd feeling again. I could be happy if he again devoted his interest other things or people. But somehow I could not take his eyes away from this scene and I was almost frightened to death when I realized it was down the whole time to see me. This kiss was a pure demonstration of his power and are not intended to deceive them or Tracey to make me jealous. He testified that he was really what he wanted, when and where he pleased.

Finally he let go of the other and winked at me. His Mouth formed silent words, and I thought an "it is not over yet" seen. In a flash I turned around and went back to my work. Which I would not let get me down! If he thought he would intimidate me with his behavior, he had cut himself. I would never give him, I vowed.

managed the rest of the evening I ignore him, even though I knew that he was watching me. Only his presence was enough to make me incredibly nervous. I'm always confused orders and I made three crosses, as the film was finally over.

and got tired I got into my car. He had disappeared suddenly and the faint hope I had never see him again. I started my car and only heard a terrible groan and rattle when the engine delivery points. Seconds later, smoke rose from the hood and I left the car in a bad mood. I missed the VW a strong kick and swore wickedly. What had I done wrong in my previous life only that I was so punished. Now I was forced to take the subway and it took twice as long for sure to get home.

"Can I help somehow?"

This amused voice was all too familiar to me and as I tore around the head, I looked into the smiling, handsome face of Edward Cullen.

Ate Expired Chicken Stock

Chapter 2 - Make

I desperately tried to get Lucy. She was the mother of Danny's best friend Luke and I had already the one time or another helped out of a jam. When, after the tenth ring, only reported the mailbox, I was unnerved on. What should I do now? With the other mothers I have not had contact, as I was able to ask for Danny's care, but I could not possibly be alone.

Someone had to fetch him, make him something to eat and take care of the rest of the day for him. I cursed Anna and her migraines, although the poor thing could not help it. But just today, but where Mrs. Vogelman was not available, they had another of her famous, infamous get headaches.

It did not help. Lou and I had to tell him that he had to look for another replacement. My child was going definitely! Determined, I went to his office and knocked. After a good-natured, come in, I opened the door and entered.

"Lou, I can not take Anna's shift. I can reach anyone to pick up Danny and the care of him. I'm sorry, but you need someone hernehmen other for it, "I said and waited for his reaction.

He scratched his bald head and seemed to reflect.

" Well, unfortunately I'm outside of you no alternatives, " He spoke of my worst fears, "but if you want, then it bring me here. The time when you pick him up, we can certainly overcome and he can sit here at the desk and paint something. What do you think of the idea? "

He looked at me triumphantly and himself seemed quite enthusiastic about his idea. Relieved, I smiled back. Danny would be thrilled, because he always liked me already visit here came when he and Mrs. Vogelman was underway. I could safely pursue my work and take care of me during the breaks for him.

"This is really awful nice of you, Lou. I do not know what to say. He will also certainly no nonsense , I promise you. "

He nodded and I opened the door to pick him up from school. Danny was waiting at the entrance, when I got out of the car and came running towards me jubilantly.
"Mummy, you came, now we go to the park," he shouted and hopped from one foot to the other.

"Danny, that is with the park, unfortunately, nothing. What do you think of it instead, to accompany me to dinner . but unfortunately I have to work a little bit longer, but Lou would be happy if you would visit him. Is that okay with you? "

He saw a moment of disappointment, but this soon gave a cheery smile.

"class, I like Grandpa Lou. He always gives me this great raspberry drops and I can tap on his typewriter. "

The few times he had visited me there seemed to be a powerful have impression on him. It had to lie to Lou, who had cared for these few occasions, touching him. Danny clearly lacked male role models and clung fast to male people in my circle. Yet another reason why I held back my men. I did not want him a "Daddy" show, which moved to the third date back his way. Such disappointments I wanted to spare him. Nevertheless, he needed a male part in his life that I realized more and more the older Danny was.

We got into my old, rickety car and drove back together to the dinner. at last arrived safely, I parked the old VW in the backyard and entered the restaurant with my son. Rose was the first which saw us and immediately ran my tot in her outstretched arms. She was totally in love with children, what you saw so and not the infatuation was reciprocated by Danny in equal measure. He pushed a big kiss on the cheek and left a wet spot on the powdered cheek. Laughing, she wiped away the traces of his proof of love, and pressed him to her breast.

"Danny, what a nice surprise. Since my day can indeed be just fine. Will you help Lou again in his work? "

Danny sat up proudly and tightened the slender shoulders.

"I may be back for his help in writing letters. He tells me the letter and I press the keys, "he said eagerly.

" Lou is then determined much more quickly done, "Rose said, and devastated his hair. I had to smile. The last time Lou had taken defeated two hours for a short message, but he was brave dictates the individual letters that Danny had entered with the greatest concentration.

's just another reason why I so enjoyed working here. Lou and the others were good-hearted people I think often facilitated such a heavy day. They all like Danny did, and none took exception to his presence.

After I had given him at Lou with great Hi, I was confident to work again. The lunch time was always very stressful and I was not the next hour to look after him. When it was quiet again Rose said to me.

"Bella, did you feel like making pizza tonight. I could come to you and we make a great evening. When Danny falls asleep, we can once again gossiping right. The times you would be good again and you need also a bit of variety. "

" That would be great. I will get us another bottle of wine and we make it our really comfortable. "

A new swarm interrupted guests our conversation and we went back to work. Danny I was not much to see, as he was allowed to Lou's PC and "Bob the Builder" was playing. He had a talent for everything technical that I had noticed a while ago, during ball games were not that be the case . In other words, the round ball was his natural enemy.

Danny had more in mind than in the legs, but I still let him out regularly to let him play with the football. It was important to me that he contact with other children had, and fortunately they were inspired by Danny's talent to regularly trip over his own legs off by this, do not. He played with enthusiasm and became a little better.

was our last shift ended and we left three of the dinner. Rose went right with us and did not go home anymore, so we all drove together to the nearest supermarket. We got all the necessary ingredients for our pizza, a bottle of cheap red wine and something sweet to nibble. Laden with purchases we left the shop and drove back to my apartment. Danny was so excited that Rose spent the evening with us that he hinplapperte constantly before him. She took it on good-naturedly and began with his help to make the dough.

I myself was fairly good cook, as I had to provide early after my dad Mum's death. Pizza dough, however, was one of the things that I would not have got done in a hundred years. It always ended with the fact that he was tough as rubber and quickly found its way to the trash. Rose was cooking the other hand, never, but she made pizza dough terrific. If they ever get thrown out at the diner, she could still work in a pizzeria. I took care of the flooring, and soon, we postponed the final jewel in the oven.

After about half an hour she was ready and disappeared even faster in our hungry stomachs. Full and satisfied we sat in my small but cozy living room and saw us together Ice Age. enjoyed laughing we the funny film and when the finally came to an end, it was time to go for Danny to bed. He was anyway longer than usual and had to back in the morning in the preschool.

"So, my dear. Say good night, Rose and then off to brush your teeth, "I commanded love.

" Oh Mummy, can I not stay up any longer. I'm still not tired, "he begged, but I was adamant.

"I'm sorry, but you have to get out tomorrow morning and you need your sleep."

on my voice he knew already that it was useless to beg for more. Grumbling, but he wanted to protest rose a good night and shuffled offended to the bathroom. I taught her in the meantime his bed and his pajamas. Minutes later he was ready in his bed, although he claimed not to be stiff and tired, showed extensive yawning be something else.

Before long he was fast asleep and I went back into the living room. Rose had each of us poured a glass of red wine and I sat down exhausted beside her on the sofa. It was nice to spend time not just an evening watching television, but a person to have with whom one could talk.
Rose looked at me intently.

"Now's already spitting out. What do you have on your mind? I can feel it for days that you what's on the soul burning. "

I sighed and shook his head.

" It's not Rose. It's just .... oh, I do not know, "I said sadly.

"You know, I was new," sometimes I wonder if all this is what I had expected more from life. Get up, get Danny to school, work all day, evening watching TV and then to bed . Even on weekends I have to work to make ends meet. The worst of the matter is that I have far too little time for Danny. "

"Then give it the job in the club," suggested Rose to clueless.

I laughed out loud.

"You can not. I must ultimately pay the bills. It's more that I could still need a third job, rather than a less. I will probably have to give up the car. The permanent repair costs eat all my reserves and in the long run I can not afford this old box. "

Rose looked at me horrified and did not hesitate a moment before she said.

" I've saved up some money ... "she said, and was immediately interrupted by me.

" No, "I screamed," come just not to the idea of me wanting to borrow money. I will repay you never can. Rose, it is really love of you, that you want to help me, but I must alone by. I'll make it somehow, I've always. "

Thankfully I saw my girlfriend.

" Well, I can not force you into it. I just want you to know that you can always count on me .

emotion I looked at my best friend. Despite all the problems I was very fortunate because I knew people who were generous with me. There was Lou, who nearly filled the role of father, my neighbor Mrs. Vogelman, who regularly care for Danny and Rose, who was much concerned about me. That was more than had many other people and I did not want to complain.

"As long as I get a Girlfriend was like you, Rose can not happen to me much, "I said with a grin and toasted her.

They also highlighted her wine glass and pushed a little more confidence with me. Much later, when Rose was long gone, I could always not sleep. I got up and went out on the fire escape, which was next to the bedroom window. As I listened to the sounds of the city, traffic noise, police sirens, and much, my various thoughts went through my head. What would Danny happen if something happened to me?

I had to deal with such things, because so far I had successfully pushed in front of me. But just today I realized now that there were no blood relatives attacked me in his arms. Time to help out was one thing, but to permanently take care of a strange child to another. It was time that I thought something in the event that something happened to me actually. Only at the moment, I had no idea how I should do it.

On What Occasions Were Anglo Saxon Poems Recited?

Chapter 4 - I do do not get!

"you again," I cried annoyed. The
had all I needed. A debate with the Cullen would rob me of the last forces, and I cursed my fate, let me meet with him again. He strolled leisurely
in my direction, his hands buried loosely in his pockets and inspected my car fuming.
"It would seem, as are your car on its last legs," he said unnecessarily.
"I see myself, thank you, too," I replied, also annoyed me that he simply re-du ".
The smoke rising from the hood, had to slow and I shut the car after I had taken my bag back to me. Now it was still away quickly. Its proximity made me nervous again and see I had that I won the country before he noticed it.
"Well then, I will go. The subway station is not far."
I was already half way and shook me to safety, when a strong hand closed around my tender arm.
"Not so fast, my pretty," he said, and turned me over.
He eyed me with sluggish expression. He worked in this moment so decadent that I went cold down the back. This guy wanted me, I looked across clearly in his view, the greedy about my Body slid. His hypnotic green eyes bored, in my involuntarily and he pulled me closer to him. I could feel his sweet breath that ran down my face and was for a short while intoxicated. Closing his eyes, I drew this irresistible scent and registered too late that he had now completely pulled me into a hug.
"I knew you can not defend yourself," he whispered triumphantly. The
brought me immediately back to their senses. I violently pushed him away from me and glared at him angrily.
"touch me ever again. I swear, every body part of you that touches me ends up in the garbage. Let Me alone and find someone other that lets you push your little games. "
" And if I just want to play with you? "
disbelief I stared at him. Did he understand our language? What other than" No "should I say for?
"Why can not you just accept that I will not. Take my "no" back and go. "
" If I had accepted in my life getting a "No", then this would not be my career have helped. "
" What career? "I am being bitchy," as pain in the neck or as a hormone-driven from spin? "
Oops, I would have rather not say, but this man brought my worst Changes related to light. He pressed furiously along in any case, his lips, his eyes shot down deadly lightning.
"Between us is the final word yet, darling," he hissed.
His finger lay down on my nose and he cocked her head.
"You really are adorable, you know that, so tender and Exquisite. For ages I was no longer a woman so angry as you and it is even longer ago that has denied me one."
The finger caressed my mouth now, went to the outline, and finally slipped in towards the chest.
"I do not care how long it takes and how I use it in place, but you'll share the bed with me until I'm sick of you. "
fear grew in me, not because I was afraid he would hurt me physically, but because he exercised a strange power over me. With difficulty I tore myself away and came back a few steps.
" I will not tell you again, Mr. Cullen. I want to be left by you alone. Listen to perform like a fucking stalker and get out. "
He had the audacity to laugh.
" You are still a lot hotter when you're angry. I must annoy you more often! "
" I get angry even at your very sight. If you can not spray your charm somewhere else? causes namely, he only vomit, "I scolded.
But that seemed to cheer even more and his grin grew wider.
" Oh yes, it will be fun you tame me, my kitten. It is exciting as you ausfährst the claws. "
was really the case all is lost. Too bad, I thought involuntarily. He was a picture of a man his almost unearthly beauty was killed and an almost. .... In other circumstances if he were not so behind cunning and devious .... then maybe .....
But I dared not allow these impulses. I could only pray that morning he was seized and the reason he was looking for a victim, the better suited him.
Should I try it, perhaps with reason? We were adults and were not we in the stone age, where the cave men their wives, wegschleiften hair.
"Mr. Cullen, I must not be tamed, nor deceived. But I'm not your type. If you think a little bit of that, you'll see sure that you are mistaken about me." The
was obvious to him yet.
He came closer and bent over me.
"No, you're wrong. You are definitely my type and I want you to be. The more you resist it, the more attractive you will for me."
I pushed him from me and walked with determined Steps towards the subway.
"To me to be a hard nut Se teeth, Mr. Cullen," I called over her shoulder and quickened my pace.
"I love challenges, Bella," he shouted back. to hear
my name out of his mouth, strange feelings aroused in me. Damn, this guy got under my skin. But after the bad experiences with Jake, my fear of disappointment was greater than the desire for a loving partner. And Cullen was neither the one nor the other. He had admitted without scruple, that he only went around the bed. For a purely sexual relationship, I was not available, but that would realize this guy soon enough. I caught
the track just before the doors closed with a quiet hiss. Completely finished, I fell on the worn seats and closed his eyes.
How far he was going to get me? Jaspers warning sounded again in the ears. He would chase me until I complied. It actually seemed a pastime for him to be. Professionally, he had everything you could want and he sought the challenges elsewhere. That it was just me who sparked his interest in me a worried tingling prepared in the abdominal region. With a little luck hopefully he lost interest quickly at me and I could live my life as usual. Complications I could not use because I have all my strength and energy needed to Danny to make a good life.
Three stops later I got out to go to the rest on foot. A little fresh air would help me to get his head clear again. The morning had dawned and the first rays of the sun warmed the cold air. The leaves on the trees changed color and shone more in a variety of reds and browns. I loved the fall season in Seattle, that the city was not in vain, called "The Emerald City". In no city in the U.S., there were so many green areas like this and you had never felt in a gray concrete to sink. While I enjoyed the cool morning air and leisurely home ran me Edward Cullen came to mind. Slightly acidified I registered that he has been our first meeting, my mind completely dominated. I had never met someone so .... so ... .... so there was no me an appropriate word to describe him.
He had an enormous attraction that could diminish his impertinent behavior no doubt. This intolerable arrogance with which he went through life with the father, of self-consciousness. The manner in which he saw a woman, was the pure erotic and even I myself could not escape the whole. Everything about him was attractive. From the hair down to his toes, he was perfect and he used this for their heartily. Frankly, I was not sure I could resist him permanently if he was serious and would not let me alone.
disgusted with myself, I walked into the entrance of the staircase and ran up the steps. The elevator was broken and, as always, the sign hung repair, for the past two weeks, without doing something.
Appalled at myself, I already asked me how I could pull even consider me to give him. I missed sex so much that I would take any pride over the side.
No! That could not be. Jake had been the only one with whom I had been sleeping and it has never been particularly great. This page in my life, was buried by me deeply and I lived only for my child.
I dragged up the last steps and rang the bell at Mrs. Vogelman. She had been the day of my collection, my friend and ally. The lovely old lady supported me, whenever she could and took a place at breakneck speed in my heart. Without their support I would have the first serious time in Seattle is not over. Eighteen years old and pregnant, I was completely alone there, and they immediately took me under her wing. She helped me with the relevant authorities, accompanied me at birth and has since watched every day of my boy. It was something like our family now and we loved her madly.
The door opened quiet and Barbara Vogelman, called Bibi, grinned at me mischievously.
"Whom have we here? You are a little bit later today. Come in, Danny is still sleeping soundly. I'll have made a nice breakfast and then you lie down. You must be dead tired."
lovingly looked at me and immediately I felt safe.
Bibi was a slim, elegant figure with snow-white hair, which was always combined into one node in the neck. She seemed like a fairy godmother with the glasses that you always threatened to slip off the nose. This impression was underlined by their clothes still. The delicate skirts and blouses they were always look a little fragile, but in this woman put the power of ten wrestlers. She had lost her husband and had to beat in the early sixties, alone with her two young children. Bibi knew exactly how I felt and did everything in his power to help me. Their children were grown up and scattered in different states, but she visited her mother as often as I could. Nevertheless, they had felt lonely and Danny and I almost adopted. It was my joy and my recovery time. Thanks to Bibi, I was able to take a job and was not completely on the puny, state support dependent. Pleasant with a sigh I had
at the table in the kitchen down and inhaled the aroma of coffee with relish, which rose tempting me into the nose, a.
Hungry I bit into a slice of toast and chewing looked in the curious face of Bibi.
"What?" I asked.
"my dearest Bella," she began.
Oh dear, when she started this way would not let them loose until they had all teased out of me. She could read my face like a book and noticed immediately that something had happened.
Before she could even go further back, I stopped her and gave me beaten.
"It's okay, I'll tell you what happened. But I want only a little sleep and to rest."
charming she took up her wrinkled face, clapping his hands.
"Oh, now I'm curious. You do it so exciting. But eat and sleep quietly. I care about as long as Danny and now we all go lunch in the park" Satisfied
ate at me and looked after my son, who slept in a small guest room. When I was away overnight, he slept with her, because they do not trust this baby monitor. He slept peacefully, smiling blissfully. He was such a lovely child. I tenderly kissed his round chubby cheeks and covered his feet, he struggled free again. Carefully closing the door, I crept back into the living room and saw Bibi cheerful humming water the flowers.
"I'm off over time and sleep for four hours. I'll come in time for dinner."
She nodded and praised the Benjamini, because he had received such a beautiful new leaves. She talked to her plants as with people, because she was convinced that they thus prospered better.
smile I went into my own apartment. She was perhaps sometimes a little strange, but I loved the old lady simply.

How To Dry A Blunt Wrap

Chapter 5 - Even in the park you are not sure

woke around noon on me and tortured me out of bed. It was the same every Sunday, but today something was different.
I immediately saw in my mind's eye, Edward Cullen in front of me and was terribly angry about it. Why It was not possible for me to banish from my mind these arrogant snob? Every second I thought of him was wasted. Between us would never run anything, because he could do what he wanted.
The shower woke my spirit up and I went quickly ready to get my son.
I stepped out the door and was no longer to operate the bell when the door was flung open from the inside already.
"Mummy," Danny yelled and jumped into my arms.
hard I pressed him to me and gave him a kiss on the hair.
"Good morning, honey. Bibi Have you helped in cooking?"
Danny was passionate in the kitchen. He taught Although always a chaos on, but his joy and enthusiasm made up for that.
"Sure," he cried enthusiastically, "we've made chicken with potatoes. I'm completely peeled alone."
I was able to imagine about how much of each potato was left after his treatment. The last time was in the potato peel more off than on the finished pieces.
"All right, then we can eat, yes. I really am terribly hungry."
Bibi had already set the table and distributed food on the plates. As expected, the potato pieces were very puny, but neither of us would have dared myself a few nachzuschälen. At least chicken nothing would remain, because we had to eat something, yes.
"But this looks delicious," I said and sat down on the chair.
It smelled really appetizing and I ran the water zuammen in the mouth. Bibi was an excellent cook and enjoyed every time she did not have to eat alone. Eating together on Sunday was almost a tradition with us and gave Danny the feeling to have a family. And we were one, I thought, as I gleefully pushed a juicy piece of meat in his mouth. Although just thrown together, but a family.
Bibi was closer to me than any other man, replacing Danny's grandmother with a Self-evident, that drove me to tears sometimes. After dinner, Danny
allowed half an hour before the TV to get an animated film to be considered. Jubilantly he disappeared into the living room and I sat alone against Bibi. Inwardly I sighed
. Now I would not get around to tell her everything.
She raised her eyebrows expectantly already.
"And how is this guy?" and they speculated that met the mark.
"How do you know that this is a man is." I asked amazed.
Bibi shook his head.
"But Bella, an old woman like me, noticed something immediately. For two years, you come every Sunday home on time. Your mood was always the same and while you test more balanced. Today, however, you be late you. You were angry and very confused. Your cheeks were flushed, and again you have worked really alive. "
intrigued by your observations, I looked at her. Was it so obvious that this was after years of First Cullen, who spoke to the woman in me. Even if it does not positive sense was, I assured myself immediately afterwards.
"You're right," I said softly, looking at her unhappy.
"But I wish he had never met me. He is not a decent guy, Bibi. He had another woman there and still open to I flirted. He also owned the audacity to tell me straight out that he just wants me to bed. "
" Why do not you do it easily, "she asked in all seriousness.
" Bibi "I cried in horror.
" What, then, "she replied calmly," a little physical love would not hurt you, my love. You're a young wife and oppress your needs. This is neither normal nor healthy. If you like it, then have your fun but that. "
Stunned I looked at the table, while my face assumed an unhealthy redness.
In their words, I had imagined instinctively how Cullen's naked body to my snuggled and I was terribly warm.
violently shaking his head, I protested that fantasy.
"I hate him, Bibi. It's conceited, arrogant, and entirely of itself convince. He has not even considered that I could say no. I will never yield to him."
Bibi looked at me thoughtfully.
"This guy you but pretty hard on the skin if it provokes a violent reaction in you."
defensively I returned her gaze.
"You're wrong! There is absolutely nothing. He is my only animal on the nerves, that's all."
"If you mean," she said, smiling mysteriously, "we have addressed the issue at best. Let us go to the park. Danny is looking forward all week to it. "
She got up and I helped her to the table to clear.
An hour later I went wild with Danny on the playground. It was one of the few occasions when we had time for one another, and Sunday was sacred to me.
Smiling, I watched my son, who had a small group of connected children. I sat down to Bibi on the park bench, and closed with pleasure his eyes, to feel the sun on your face. As it was already autumn, had we use every opportunity to catch the last warm rays.
"So it can live for," I gasped and stretched his arms up.
The links stretching I saw Bibi's direction, which looked at me indulgently, only to freeze at the same moment.
Edward Cullen was in the company of a dolled-brunettes through the park
"Oh my God," I whispered.
"What is it, Bella?"
"Edward Cullen," I said flatly, "He is here in the park"
Bibi raised his eyebrow and looked at me skeptically.
"Are you sure? After your stories it seems to me not the type to be, which is Sunday afternoon in the park happy. Where is he?"
I pointed to a barely perceptible nod in his direction and Bibi whistled when she saw him.
"Damn, that's for a Fine specimen of a guy. But he seems not to be alone. Is that the woman he had yesterday with you? "I
face twisted into a grimace and said no.
" This is yet another new conquest. I told you, he's a pig in relation to women. "
transfigured she looked at him.
" But a pig will find very attractive, not you too? "She giggled.
" Bibi, you have to help me and not the libertine. He has absolutely no manners and I bet it is no coincidence that he is here, "I shouted angrily.
I the voice was raised probably too loud, because he pulled his head in my direction and saw me.
A grin of anticipation flashed corners of his mouth, when he recognized me.
He leaned toward the woman and kissed her passionately, then whispered something in his ear, had the giggle her and gave her a pat on the butt. She ran toward the ice cream shop and was on the hard concrete almost fell down, as their stiletto heels were so high that a normal person could not possibly walk in them.
Cullen turned his attention fully on me and walked slowly in our direction.
God, he looked just stunning good and I regret now, because I did not know how I could find the strength to resist him.
"He takes himself out like a rooster," said Bibi amused.
This statement gives me such a fit of laughter that irritated me Cullen looked as he stood before me.
"May I ask what amuses you so?" he asked, somewhat annoyed.
He knew that it was the laugh and it did not suit him.
"No, you should not," I replied promptly and siezte him more stubborn.
"So you're the guy that I want Bella to the laundry!" Bibi said tough and I almost choked on laughter, which remained stuck in my throat.
She knocked me on the shoulder reassuringly. He looked at me pointedly.
"You have told me of her. I think I'm indifferent to you?" he said, and looked very arrogant in that moment.
"You deceive you, they spoke to me on why I'm late and I've told her that such a madman has bothered me. That's all, "I replied sweetly.
" So, to spin so of the hormone insane. Since I'm really gone up, "he said, amused and then turned to Bibi.
" Forgive my manners impossible, but Bella has a habit of distracting me. With whom I have the pleasure, "he whispered and gave her a shapely hand kiss.
Bibi was truly impressed and giggled like a young girl.
Barbara Vogelman," she introduced herself and was actually red.
I could not believe it ! Bibi, the rock in the surf was, in fact by his obnoxious, pushy wrap charm.
"I can walk, yes, if you are so well understood," said I snapped a little.
"Are you jealous?"
"Only in your dreams, Cullen," I replied aggressively.
From the corner of my eye I saw his companions, the two ice cream balanced awkwardly in his hands.
"I think your friend needs help," I just said, jerking his head on the brunette.
"Edward," she cried out to meet him with high Lispelstimme annoyed and he twisted his face.
The arms across your chest, I hit his legs and leaned back, to keep track of the exact scenario.
She lost the battle with the ice cream and left both out of hand. Something stupid, they stood and looked at the mess that spread to her feet.
"I'll get us a new ice, Edward," she called out to him and Cullen slipped for a moment the face.
Now my suppressed laughter broke out for good.
"You know what, Cullen. If that's the kind of woman with whom you usually make, I can understand only too well that you are keen on me. The times can not even count to three," I snorted.
I earned a dirty look from him, what amused me even more. Also Bibi could not help laughing.
My laughter stopped immediately when I felt his firm grip on my chin. He was caught and mercilessly bent close to my ear.
"Nobody laughs at me, Remember that, Bella!"
He gave me a hard kiss on the lips and turned to go.
"See you again soon, my angel. I hope you're then more accessible," he said, grinning mischievously.
Bibi looked after him before she spoke to me seriously.
"I'm sorry I did not believe you. You should stay away from him. He seems charming at first glance, but behind this facade hides completely insensitive Man "
" Where the change of heart? "
" I have seen the look in his eyes. I am an old woman, Bella. In my life I have been a lot of unscrupulous people met and he is one of them clearly. Be careful not to him very charming. Do you promise? "
I nodded and looked behind Cullen. His kiss still burning on my lips, but I would take the warning seriously. With him was not to be trifled with.

Kosher Beef Jerky Sticks

Chapter 6 - Deflection

When I threw him a last look, noticed I want him mad at the brunette hand Duke behind, hit them if they could keep up or not. He was angry and the young woman did me already suffering.
An angry Edward Cullen was not necessarily the best company and now he was angry. Very much.

I took a careful look to Bibi, and asked me what she thought well, having finally made the acquaintance of my personal nightmare.

"This is it then," she said, looking at his retreat with a surprised smile, "I have to admit that he is quite a charming man image, but his character is improved. You should take my warning seriously and did not irritate too much. It could be that the shot backfires. "

Uncomfortable I looked at my old girlfriend. She had an incredible understanding of people and had had to do in her life already unpopular with many contemporaries. I said a little prick that my opinion of him has been confirmed by it so rigorously. I had perhaps hoped inwardly that she would watch Cullen and discover but a good heart in him? It was so ridiculous that I had to shake my head at myself. Cullen was and remained a bastard as he stood in the book and its dubious charm of this fact would not change anything.

"Do you think he will leave me alone, if I ignore him? "I asked Bibi.

"No, he will probably see as a challenge. The only thing you can do now is to resist it as best you can. It's remarkable how eager he is to you. You seem really to have it done. "

I sighed and buried his head between my hands. Why me? Could he not miss his unwanted attention to another woman?

Unfortunately I was not so sure if I would find it so easy to resist him, as I did, unfortunately, was more attractive than and that made it any easier for me. This attraction, which he had on me would get me into trouble.
why he had appeared only in the park? Bibi was right with their assumption that he is not the type for Sunday walks was. But someone had told him that I spent in the park most Sundays. Whoever had him put the would do something!

"Bella, make you not so concerned. You are a strong woman and Cullen can not harm you any harm. He may be dangerous, but that's why he is far from being a monster. I would only prevent you heart is broken because men like he play with the feelings of women. He enjoys the hunt more than the conquest itself. If you let you in on it, is increasingly feeling on your part to be her because, as of his. "

She looked at me sympathetically, as she sensed my inner conflict. But she was wrong in assuming that I had any feelings for Cullen. It was a purely physical reaction, I abstain for years lived and therefore feel I got the sex appeal of Cullen with full force. But I had no intention to yield to this attraction. No matter what he does well, he would not tell me rumkriegen. I still had a tremendously strong pride and I would not integrate into the endless rows of his bed bunny.

"You need to tell me not to worry, Bibi. I know exactly what type of man he is and I will not forget. His ego does not bear a rejection of me and he wants to prove himself and how irresistible he is. But since he has come with me to the wrong thing. "

" Those are brave words, my child. I hope you remember it when he goes on the offensive, because I have seen exactly how you look at him. It makes you exhausted and your blood boil. So far I have seen you yet never turned up, as in the past few days and if I do not know better, I'd say you've fallen head over heels for this guy. "

Horrified by her words, I stared at her. I could not stand him and did not want to dwell on the topic. The more I thought with explained to him the more I that I began to develop a fatal weakness for him.

Can 'we might change the subject, Bibi. Danny will come back at any moment and I want to enjoy the rest of the day with you and my child. Cullen has already taken too much room in my life and I would like to forget it for the next few hours. "

" But Of course, I can understand that the burdens you. You should once again go out and get new ideas. Why do not you call your girlfriend to take Rose and what with her. "

Perhaps it would be a very good idea. Alice would definitely like to come too, and Rose could get to know one of their new colleagues. A great girls night would be exactly the kind of change I needed to distract me from it.

"Would you like to watch again today because of Danny," I said with a guilty conscience.

"Do not make a face like three rainy days, Bella. I know exactly what is happening now in you. Think you're a bad mother, because you only think of you sometimes. But I'll tell you something! I hardly know a mother who is as selfless for her child, but you. You deserve to have some fun sometimes. So you do not go crazy, but to call your friends and have fun. "

relief I looked at Bibi. They just knew me too well and my fears I had my own way often.

Danny came running towards us and everything fell into the background. The day belonged to my son and nothing would stop me from enjoying this.

"Mummy, I just now got a goal scored," he shouted to me already smitten contrary to the distance.

I looked at Danny's happy face, and forgot my problems completely. He was the most important in my life and only his health was important for me.
He jumped into the outstretched arms and beamed at me.

"This is great, Danny. I've told you, if you will only play often enough and have joy of it, you score a goal at some point. "

He grinned at the little face, and nodded eagerly.

"I was just put off my foot and bang, he was in it. The boys have asked me if I want to play next Sunday. "
Pride unmistakable sound of his voice and I was very happy for him. He did not easily find new friends, because he was basically very shy. Also on this point he came in after me.

"We definitely come again next Sunday and you can see your new friends. Would you like some ice cream now? "
" Oh yeah, fine. War I also ne Extra Whipped cream? Please! "

Laughing, I rummaged through his curly head and got up to run with him and Bibi for ice cream cart.

When Danny was in bed at night long ago, I made myself pretty to go with Rose and Alice on the runway. Both were enthusiastic about the prospect of a girls' night out and wanted to pick me up because my car could not be saved permanently. A scrap dealer had given me two hundred dollars to spare parts, so it was not a total loss, but a new car I could not afford it. At least I saved my future expensive repair costs and insurance premiums, even if it was already annoying, always from the subway to be dependent. But you know, you got used to everything and the subway system in Seattle was certainly not the worst.
was somewhat undecided before I put on my wardrobe and wondered what to do, because I did not want to contribute aufgestylt exaggerated. I always found that it had a hint of desperation when a single mother to aufbrezelte much. My
Phone vibrated and I took the call.

"Bella Swan," I reported
.
"Hey, I'm Alice," I chirped a cheerful voice in his ear, "I stand here with Rose at the door and trust me not to ring. We do not want to wake Danny. "

" Wait, I let you in, "I said, and was already running towards the door.

Both slipped through the door and smiled at me conspiratorially.

"Well, ready for the evening of your life?" There was Rose.

"If I've decided what to wear, then yes," replied I do.

called The Alice immediately on the scene.

"Let's see what your wardrobe has to offer. You need for the perfect outfit for this evening. If we want to the club, we must not allow ourselves to splash out. "

" What do you mean, do we in the Club, I hope this is a joke, Alice. There are so many great opportunities to do something, there are we surely something else. "

Alice looked at me begging to.

" Bella, please, "she cried with her effective puppy look," I have to go there. Jasper is tonight in private to be there and this is my chance sometimes it outside of work to catch. Maybe he even speaks to me. You can refuse me not. "

Sighing I fell on my bed while Rose looked amused us.

said "So, you're so in love with your boss Jasper," they cheered and Alice nodded vigorously.

"Crush is an understatement," I interrupted, "since the first day she languishes after him already and come to nowhere."

Poor Alice looked sad to me back to Rose and then.

"I know it is hopeless. He gives me no more attention than any other operation in the club, but now I can not even align against my feelings. One day he will realize that I am the right and then I'll be there. "

Rose looked at her in astonishment, but Alice did not point out that it contradicted itself.

If the small whirlwind had something in his head, then pulled it through even without mercy. Whether Jasper would return her feelings ever, was in the stars and was rather unlikely. She did, however, still not discouraged, and continue to stubbornly enthusiastic for the man who was also called a block of ice. Besides his club seemed to care nothing and he worked like a man possessed to be successful.

"We rumtrödeln should not now, Bella. Let me take a look in your closet. "

I had to get it or not accept that I would spend another night in the club, I could also allow Alice to dress me. They would not surrender until they had put me in all dresses and skirts, which were found in my scanty wardrobe. Result I went into their hands and after a few minutes there and they found the perfect outfit for me.

A red, narrow Neckholderoberteil, the free left my back and a bra was impossible, with a black pencil skirt that ended just above my knee. Black Stilettos marked the end of my outfits and even I had to admit that I looked good.

"You look really pretty," Rose said admiringly.

bit embarrassed, I turned myself in the mirror back and forth. I let my hair for once open and it fell in soft waves down my back.

Alice looked satisfied with her work. Her stylist was really lost, because they always managed to turn a little something special.

"I always knew that you are incredibly pretty. No wonder this guy, with the bronze-colored hair is so crazy about you. "

Rose immediately got their X-ray vision, as she fixed me.

"Bella Swan, what are you hiding me? What type? What's his name? Does not he look good? Is he rich? "

you rattled the questions down at a speed that I was dizzy and I had no way to avoid it.

"There is no more. He is an idiot and just wants me to bed. End of story! I will not talk about him, still think of him. Edward Cullen can keep me stolen, "I said firmly, and my tone did not allow further discussion.

Rose gasped as she heard the name.

"Edward Cullen! Did I hear correctly? Oh my God, Bella. The guy who made the last two years of Europe is uncertain and again more recently in town to take over the management of the family business. He is the most desirable bachelor in the whole state and every female would kill to get it right. Gets you no gossip newspapers? Which are full of him and his antics. "

" I'm concerned they can have it all. Frankly, I hear the first of these stories, but I can easily imagine that every word is true. Such a rude behavior like him, I have never experienced. He really had the audacity to me To say that he has chosen me as his next mistress. He was not even alone, but accompanied by his current flame. "

Rose whistled through his teeth and looked impressive in hard.

"Cullen is so keen on you," she has said and looked surprised.

Reluctantly I looked at her, because I did not fit that so great was the.

"I'm going over to Bibi and tell her know that we identify loswollen."

Glad to evade questions about it again, I walked the short distance to my old friend and rang.
This quickly opened the door and looked at me sympathetically at.

"Pretty you look. I hope you enjoy and take your time. Danny is with me in good hands. "

you accompanied me to my apartment and I went briefly into Danny's room, to give him a kiss. He slept quietly and happily in his bed, his teddy bear in her arms and did not move at all. Reassured, I went back into the living room and set out with the girls.


We shared a taxi to third and soon came on to our destination. The only good thing was that we did not hesitate to ask. We walked to the entrance and Jack, the burly bouncer, let us immediately to the cash, which some of us envious looks and curses of the waiting guests brought.

Inside the clubs, we fought our way to the bar. It was incredibly crowded and grab a seat my hope faded with every passing second. Nevertheless, let me I would not spoil the evening, after I was here to have fun and a lack of seats would not dissuade them.

Finally we reached our goal and we waved to the bartender cheerfully. Today service was José, a English immigrant who was a true talent in mixing together the various types of alcohol. He immediately provided us with a good cocktail and I sipped fruity relish in the, sweet Drink while I take my eyes carefully walk through the crowd left. I scanned
Searching the entire space to determine whether a certain guy with bronze-colored hair and fantastically beautiful eyes was present. Relieved and still somehow disappointed, I could spot him anywhere. Disgusted with myself, I stared at my cocktail. How much alcohol was in there that I have so lost control of my thoughts?

was a shriek of Alice me cringe violently.

"Oh my God, here comes Jasper," she gushed and fell back into fanatical adoration.

your joy at his appearance was marred quickly as she saw that he was not alone. So that was why he visited his private club. He had an exciting blonde in his arms, which seemed almost to chew the ear lobe.

compassionately I looked to my girlfriend, who was staring as if hypnotized at the scene. to rave for Jasper, with the knowledge that he would probably never notice it was one thing, but to get out in front of eyes that it was actually so very different.
I pressed slightly and she looked up at me. Thickness tears in her eyes and she had to speak well in order not to cry in public. Rose also noted quickly what was happening and took the matter in hand.

"Stop crying on, Alice. Other fish in the beautiful sons and you can on each finger ten have. Drink your cocktail of girls, now we storm the dance floor. "

We pulled the reluctant Alice simply and soon we moved to the rhythm of intoxicating disco sounds. For a long time I had not danced, and I quickly realized how much I enjoyed it, to let me drive the beat of the music.
After a few minutes we went back to the bar to us again to get a cocktail. The stuff was incredibly easy to drink and I already felt the first effects of the alcohol in my blood. But it was a pleasant feeling Alice and even seemed to go much better, at least if it managed to take the view of Jasper and his conquest.

The two were sitting in the VIP lounge and snogs unrestrained. It was totally uncharacteristic of Jasper to behave like that, but he obviously enjoyed the evening in full. The other places at his table were empty and it looked as if they would expect someone.

"Alice," I said sympathetically, "do not even bother. You always know that it will be with you Never was. Now you can finally concentrate on someone else. "

She nodded miserably and tried something a timid Smile. Bravely she toasted me and said

"To hell with the men!"

We nudged each other and joking around until I rose violently struck on the shoulder.

"Oh God, just look at this fantastic guy who now sits in Jasper at the table. Have you seen the before? "

Irritated, I looked up and saw to my horror, the nice brother of Edward Cullen. If he was here, then Cullen himself was not far away.

"This is the brother of Cullen. His name is Emmett, and he seems not even to be represented in the gossip magazines, if you do not know him. What I find very positive, "I concluded dryly.

completely blown away, leaving Rose the guy no longer out of sight.

Stealth I looked around now. With luck, he was not here because Jasper had already mentioned that he was friends with Emmet.
But as so often in life I was dogged by bad luck. He came in and struts on each arm hung a beauty who adores him. Disgusted but fascinated, I watched as he and his escort, climbed the stairs to the lounge and to his brother and Jasper joined at the table.

He sat on the small leather couch and leaned back with a satisfied grin.
With mixed feelings, I turned to him my back, in the hope he would not notice me. For some unknown reason, I was pissed. If he really so keen on me was why he carried it constantly with new women? He thought maybe he could be so arouse my jealousy?

Although I knew it was wrong, I looked back up at him and registered, that he had noticed me very well. Probably, when he entered the room.

The look on his face made me shiver. He fixed me with his burning, green eyes and left no doubt about it openly, that I would not get away from him tonight.
would If I was smart, I go now, I thought, but I stayed where I was. It was me impossible my view of his resolve and his unlikely beautiful face got a satisfied expression.

He got up, walked slowly down the stairs and make his way through the spellbound people, without taking his eyes off me.

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Chapter 7 - Chaos of emotions

I did not stir from the spot and finally he stood before me in full size. He towered over me, despite my high heels a lot and I had my head into your neck to look at it can.

"Hello Bella," he whispered softly, and withdrew the incredible lips into a smile.

him I could not answer me, so I tied his mouth Attention. How does it feel probably like him to kiss?

I buzzed the head and my thoughts were running amok, as I found myself, as I succumbed to its appeal.
The alcohol obviously clouded my senses, otherwise I could not explain my weakness.

Normally I should now run away screaming, or ignore it completely, but I just stood there and looked at his face as if I had never seen anything more beautiful.
Rose was my salvation.

"Bella, you promised once again to dance with me. Come on, this is your favorite song. "

She pulled me from Cullen away on the dance floor and I breathed easier first.

"Thanks Rose, I do not know what was wrong with me. It seems as if I had ever noticed no control over me when he comes near me. "

" I did. Why do you resist you so, but if you find him so attractive? One Night Stand against a good but nothing wrong. "

" I hate Rose! That is not exactly the best position for sex, do not you think? I have too much alcohol in the blood and am no longer master of my senses. This is the only reason why I just behave irrationally. "

Rose grinned a bit dirty and bent close to me.

"I personally think so, you're just rats sharply at him and not only want to admit it."

you hit it a sore point, my nose swelled up and I moved away from her. I liked Rose, but their wisdom they could safely keep to themselves and prefer to look after her own love life.

"would have you you can save money," I called her and even made a face into a grimace offended.

you just grinned and plunged into the crowd dancing.

Cullen, I had lost in the crowd from his eyes. He had also admitted readily that rose me away from him, pulled onto the dance floor. With eyes closed, I moved one of my favorite songs went. Suddenly I felt

as laid two hands on my hips and I was pressed against a muscular chest. I could not see who was behind me, but it was not necessary. This incredible fragrance, I would recognize a thousand.

Cullen clung to my back and his mouth was close to my ear.

"A pretty girl like you, should not be dancing alone! "He whispered hotter.

My whole body began to tingle, it would be as if millions of ants cavort on it.

Willenlos I admitted that he was moving with me. A hand was loose around my stomach while he was with other free access to my body.

Although the music setting out a fast rhythm, he moved slowly and sensuously, it cost in full, to have me in his arms and under his control. His left hand touched my bare back, caressed the delicate, sensitive skin.
had never alone the touch of a man excites me this way. For Jake it was then a sort of duty was. He expected that I slept with him, but I was not fun. Sexually saw I was almost a virgin, although I had already given birth.

was never again a man's permission to touch me this way and that it was calculated Cullen, who reawakened my deep buried femininity, frightened me to death.

I bite fiercely on his lower lip as his hand on the curve of my butt and he's laid him gently stroked. The feeling rushed directly into the abdomen and I gasped. With closed eyes, I enjoyed his seduction, his skilled hands that have caused a tremendous vibration in my body.

had forgotten all my resolutions to myself ranzulassen him and his questionable character interested me at the moment very little. I wanted him to feel even worse and almost desperately longed after him at last to kiss on the mouth.

I pushed myself closer to him, he acknowledged with a chuckle. It sounded malicious and triumphant. He was the object of his desires, and played with me as it suited him precisely.

My eyelids were opened and I looked straight up to the lounge. The two blondes, he had brought were, up and we do watch, giggling. They seemed not surprised that her companion was enjoying himself with another woman and ignored her. Rather, they felt it was normal, as confirmed by their constant giggling and lack of jealousy.

Oh God, what was I doing that?

Abruptly I tore myself away from him and spun around. Surprised, he let go and looked at me intently.

"never touch me again, you hear," I shouted at him and gave it to the same time to siezen him.

"Do not like it would not you like it. We both know better, Bella. "

"I do not want that though! How often should I repeat it for? You may have caught me in a weak moment, but now I am clear in my head again. holding up away from me, Cullen. "

He just laughed and playfully circled me with elegant steps.

"Oh Bella, my pretty child. I will never leave you alone, but I want you too much. This just has my appetite for you only increase, and I can not wait for the day barely in which you lie under me and screaming my name. "

" I cry at most for help, you conceited bastard ", I whispered to him .

quick he grabbed me with one arm around the waist and pulled me abruptly in itself. The crowd and the many people around us, were insignificant, as it burned his eyes to mine.
His mouth came closer and I began to fidget in his embrace.

"Let me go, please! "I pleaded with him just before his lips reached my.

quietly brought forth the request stopped his project and after an intense eye contact, he left me.

There was probably still a last remnant of decency in him and I took the opportunity to quickly disappear into the dancing crowd. I fled to the ladies room, which was miraculously completely empty and leaned over a sink.
The woman in the mirror I almost did not recognize. Heated and extremely excited at the same time, I turned on the faucet and let the cool water running down my wrists. Panting, I looked at my reflection and struggled for composure.
After I had calmed down, I tried to collect my thoughts. How could only come to that? Ironically, a man I could not bear to death. Obviously I was

Sun sexually starved and frustrated that a few touches of his hand enough to get me to make it a mindless puppet.

A group of chattering young women walked into the bathroom and I went out again, twisted me in a dark corner and leaned against the cool wall.

Exhausted, I concluded my eyelids, waiting to finally find peace, what with all this noise around me seemed almost impossible.

A movement in front of me, let me lift the lids and I saw in Cullen's eyes flickering.

put his hands gently on my cheeks and lifted my head slightly upward.

"I think we still have to catch up what do you think not? "He whispered and lowered his mouth on mine.

Our lip couples clung together, moved first gently, then more demanding. His tongue stroked tenderly the The line closed my mouth, begging for entrance. When I told him that at last granted, we both moaned carried away on.
Time stood still. I did not hear the music nor the voices around us. All that mattered was his kiss that gave me such pleasure. Our tongues caressed each other

, tasted and circled in the mouth of the other. Twenty-three years ago I got the sexiest, hottest, sweetest and most shocking kiss of my life.

My hands were moving by themselves and clung to his hair. Our self-control dissolved into nothing, and he pushed me with his abdomen on the wall. Deeply excited I left my turning hips against his and felt his manhood exactly where I rubbed my shameless. He grabbed me on my butt and the pressure increase and moaned softly into my mouth. With a firm grip, he turned back to my neck and kissed the delicate skin under my pulse was pounding frantically to get festzusaugen then passionately to the skin.

"Come with me," he said huskily, "I will love you as ever a man has done."

"Do not say," I replied with difficulty, "this has anything with love . do Whitewash it not just by using flowery words. "

He grinned and ran his hand under the front part of my halter. Tenderly, he grabbed my chest and pressed her palm to the tip excited to massage the soft hills finally gently. My moan was swallowed by his mouth and I felt that I was incredibly moist. The throbbing between my legs stronger with every second, and he knew it.

"Would you rather I would instead like using the word fuck. I can not imagine that you abfährst on something like that, but if you want to have it so, please. "

Disgusted pushed him from me.

know "you, Cullen, if you were just at the right time to shut up, you do not have to constantly beg to be allowed to sleep with me, "I said angrily.

He stepped back and looked me in detail.

"A good conversation, my dear Bella, is the icing on the cake before push comes. But fuck if you would prefer to speak instead, it seems to me quite the contrary. Soon you're due, it is only a matter of time before you give in ".

" You're such a pig, I hope one day you choke on your own arrogance and free me to your present. "

He just laughed about my insulting words and retreated.

"You are very amusing, but I must leave you now, unfortunately. There are still two very willing young ladies to me that I have neglected because of you. See you, Cherie. "

Grinning, he turned and strolled back to Dumb and Dumber, which took him eagerly received.

had bitten out of sheer rage I prefer in my bag, but took it anyway nothing to excite me.

Determined I set out to search for my friends who I also found a very short time.

Ask " not, "I thundered towards them, as they set in order to inquire about my whereabouts.

"Okay, I already say no more. Alice would like to drink a cocktail. Do you like even one? "

gratefully I refused. My budget did not allow more than two cocktails and my quota was exhausted for today. I decided I can to take care of Alice, which looked absolutely miserable.

I blinked furtively up and saw that Jasper was still busy with these unknowns. This, unfortunately, I noticed that the blondes abschlabberte Cullen alternately, causing an incredible nausea in me. How could he just kiss me change so as to level and then just the neighbors?

Rose came back and we sat at the bar, which were released just three stools. She also drew me out a glass and warning his eyebrows, as I wanted to protest.

"I invite you, as a thank you that you have here gives me the job."

I smiled and sipped the pink drink. Alice sighed heavily and tipped her drink down on a train.

"Hey, if you're not careful, you're blue in five minutes," I said warningly.

"is exactly what my goal," she replied sullenly, "Upon seeing me up there is pretty bad and I have to drink my evening. This has nothing to do with you, you are just beautiful, the best friends you could wish for, honestly. "

Oh, if Alice had too much, she was always so sentimental and affectionate. I had to stop here, while it was still possible.

not imagine what would happen if they would confess their love Jasper in a drunken stupor.

I risked a glance up and once again crossed my gaze with his.


I risked a glance up and once again crossed my gaze with his.

He seemed have lost interest in his Blondis so quickly, because they both sat pouting next to him and were consistently lies ignored.
Wonderful thought I was nasty, I spoiled him, obviously the evening and was glad thieving. Since when I was just gloating?

He did unfortunately not my best side to the fore.
Again I got in his eyes and forgot everything around me, when Rose brought me back to reality.

"Earth to Bella, hello, can you hear me? "She joked," My goodness, that you want nothing from him, you seem pretty spaced out, if you look at him. And Cullen is no better. Why take ye no room and brings it at last behind you, then you can both rest easy. "

I stabbed it almost with my eyes and she grinned broadly.

"war game up again, Bells. That was not serious and just joking. What do you think, if we assume Alice and bring them home? "

Soothes I nodded, because I could never long be angry with her.

"That sounds reasonable. Alice is totally blue, the alcohol did a great job. "

We packed our unfortunate friend, and we struggled towards the exit. The club was unbelievable fully in this Evening and it was not easy to hold Alice, who could now hardly stand myself. We were constantly jostled and a woman almost fell on our little friend over it.

"Can not you pay attention, you little dwarf," she snapped.

Alice liked to be total, but when it came to their body size, was also in a drunken state not to be trifled with her.

"As you have just called me?" She asked, stammering.

"garden gnome, you midget!" With a cry of rage

rushed them to the woman and we were in the middle of a fight. The woman was much larger as Alice, but it went through her exuberant temperament up for that.

looked horrified to us how the two were rolling on the floor and covered her hair.

"No one calls me midget, you silly goat," raged Alice.

The fight seemed to have made a bit more sober, because her voice was not as drunk as a few minutes before.

I decided to intervene before Jasper still got wind of the affair. He would go crazy when he found out that one of his waitresses provided a fight at his club. Unfortunately

was it too late, for only a moment later, broke his authoritarian voice, the sounds of fighting women.

"What's going on?"

Immediately she stood still and looked a little sheepishly at him.
The stranger got up and knocked the dust from the garment, while Alice was sitting down and stopped moving.

"Alice," he said surprised and angry at the same time, "I would not have thought of you. How do you get to beat up to the guests? Obviously you have not grasped the meaning of a service company. Even if you are private here, I can thus tolerate a behavior not impossible. "

Hart looked He settled on Alice, and continued on.

"You'll pick up your stuff tomorrow morning and pay for the rest of the month, then I want to see you here no more. You're fired, "he concluded unyielding.

Sobbing, she sat on the floor and was able to single word. On a single evening, they not only lost the hope to ever be his friend but also her job and his respect.

"Jasper," I tried calming influence on him, "she drank too much and was insulted by this woman. Since it is simply be ticking. Please sleep a night over it, you can admonish them, but please, throw they do not get out. "

Pleading I looked at him and a second male voice sided with Alice. It was Edward Cullen.

"Jazz, now you do not have Sun Nothing happened, except for a little musical interlude, which was really amusing. She is one of your best services and the dream of many guys here. You'll lose visitors, if you do rauswirfst. "

This sentence was casually thrown Alice saved job, I looked at Jasper's face.

"Okay, Alice. If you allow something to you again, you're finally away from the window. I'll have an eye on you. "

Thankfully I saw to Cullen, but this Feeling lost at once, when he told me the next sentence whispered in his ear.

"But you owe me, dear. I'll think something nice, as you can make up for. I'm looking forward, "he finished pointedly.

why he was just an ass?

"Nobody asked you for your help, and certainly not me. If you think I would do you any favors, you can wait until you're black. "

I left him there, and leaned down to Alice to help her raise.

"Come on Alice, since you can not sit, we bring you home. "

Rose and I, led the small heap of misery from the club and also in the taxi she slept even one. Rose agreed to spend the night with her and I was somewhat reassured to go home.

What a night, I thought as I lay restless in my lonely bed later. I tossed restlessly from side to side, thinking all the time in him and our ineffable kiss.

home in the darkness and seclusion of my bedroom, fell it easier for me these thoughts. I grabbed the blanket to me to draw heat from the body and accidentally brushed against my Hand a nipple, the straightened up immediately. Timid I touched the same spot again and winced at the exciting feeling. Captured by this unusual physical reaction, I rubbed lightly with a fingertip, the hard top and put me in this case that he would be. Again began the throbbing between my legs and I rubbed her thighs together.

I had never even touched me, it just was not interested because of sex. Neither a man nor with myself.
but now, I was completely in flames and patted me on the chest and more intense. My breath quickened and a slight increasing welding film formed on my skin. I quickly pushed up my shirt to touch my skin directly can. With closed eyes, I rubbed my breasts and imagined, as Cullen took the lead in the mouth. The memory of his hand on my breast, fueled me even more, and my fingertips disappeared a little hesitant in my panties. caressed my groaning under oppressive, my bud and when I finally allowed the idea that it was his tongue that did this to me, I came explosively.

clenched between my legs twitching and everything is an incredibly sweet feeling took possession of my body. Panting, I enjoyed the waves that passed through my body and was finally exhausted and satisfied in my bed.
The silent shame that crept up in me, was overshadowed by my chuckle when I came a realization.

Edward Cullen had given me just the first orgasm of my life and the poor thing was not even there.